Sunday 23 June 2019

His places!!!!!

once there....

and just like every place of his that neeeed to feel and live the place all the more just so you could relive him there.....

your mom takes the umbrella cover from the security and you chose to walk slow under the rains living him right there outside in the parking space.....

with his sister in that beauuuutiful abrupt meet to meet her friends..... that again left you with the most beauuuuuuuuutiful memory..... memory of his THAT much love for you !!!!!!!!

in your mind that day too like that one visual of him still waiting there for you outside being that sure that you will def come back for him..... like he was just standing there that beauuuuuuuuutifully looking towards the side you walk upto him.... like he was how that sure youll be back for him is smthing you didnt understand then or after that moment when you relived that very memory prolly for a zillion times and over !!!!!!!

even whilst writing n relving it now !!!!!!!!!!

how was he that sure !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that beauuuuuuutifully sure the waaaay he was just standing there looking to your side and the sec he sees you walk upto him and soon runnnnn to him just cause of the waaaaaaaay he watches you with that bigggest beauuuuuuuuutiful smile like that one beauuuuuuuuuuutiful expression change of his that beauuuuuuuuuuuuutiful transformation almost and t makes you runnnnnnn to him and hold him away !!!!!!!!!!

it was that most beauuuutiful moment of knowing how welll he knew you and your love for him !!!!!!

like to just knowwwww you for sure will be back for him.......

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa cutest adooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable thing on the face and eveything of this planet i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhh some moments nai the more you write and relive the only more times it makes you wanna write and relive repeatedly !!!!!!!!!!

sooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!

to that moment when you finallly see him there right outside qmart to pick you up.... and the way his sister comments that she wasnt going to eat you up with her friends that he was there to pick you up that soon.....

like you could see in his face in his expression the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just looks at you and you immediately get off her car and just stand outside and the waaaaay that beauuuuuutifully dheeere se he just touches your one finger away..... like thats how bad he missed you that day for just almost an hour or so of bein away from him.....

the way that day he felt that very same thing that you did in that moment... the way he says it almost felt like someone just took you away from him suddenly...... that very same feeeeeeling that you felt that day !!!!!!!!

like being taken away from him and that was smthing that you both couldnt handle !!!!!!

smthings as you write now.........

this THIS ONE FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this one sudden blankness after writin it out.....................

soooooooo yahhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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