Sunday 9 June 2019

His film trailer on a Youday...!

def the most mixed feeling Youday ever till date !!!!!

when you literally were the first one again to see his trailer while he was maybe still working on the launch of it on youtube...

when initially it was in a sort premier mode setting or smthing and then much later on when you go back to check again it was on a differen mode..

where initially even the youtube says that you are the first of fans to watch the premier of the film or smthing it was but that one word "fans" i say absolutely - fan for life, his biggest fan for life !!!!!!

not just of his movies or music but everything to anything of him biggest fan ever i say.....

out for work and the waaaaaaay that wait for there through the day for the evening cause you did notice he was posting the teasers in the evenings and that wait for the evenings hoping to see another teaser today is when you notice it was the trailer only.....

to just one scene one line you could see first do we listen?

and then the post gets deleted.....

much later on see the trailer again the first view to watch for sure as it had been jsut a few min....

like you watch it on loop for quite a few times...

as it dosnt make sense initially.....

after watching it for many a times like those visuals play through you no matter at the workshop master saying smthing your mind still that lost in th evisuals....

come home mum saying smthing bout the neighbours wedding or smthing it was bout your mind still playing those visuals on loop trying to connect the dots of the scenes....

but those few moments of beauty when you see those three dots again and that feeel some habits of his i swear nai jaaate ittaaaa kuch badlaaa but smthing of him that beauuuutifully still the same....

to the way he describes bout losing oneself in the eyes in the way you look at them....

that feeeeeeeeeel of his words to you from back then.....

that need to head out for a walk and jsut be away with his music....

mind still playing on loop come back home and aaaj zamaaane baaad baaal dhoyeee like no matter what refuse your mom to help you with it.... and even dhotee dhoteee sar ultaaa ek haaath pain wala hawe mein mind still that lost in the visuals....

not sure if it was cause his film or you jsut wanted to see closer to where his eyes could see the film through.... cause you could feeeel him in those visuals like not cause its his film but in a way he was telling his story through the film...

and only after playing those visuals on loop do you realize maybe it wasnt bout the mother n son thing after all.....




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