Wednesday 12 June 2019

HAPPINESS of your life for life...

if there is just that one and only thing that makes you the happiest youve ever been in his absence is anything to eevrything to do with him.....

its not smthing you consciously decide this level ka happy youll be when you see smthing of his but the waaaaaaay it just is you now..... like anything to everything to do with him and the waaaaaaaay it just puts you in that happiest state of mind...

like andar andar that one hugeeeest level of happiness rushing through you where the outside you is that calm but like on the inside ther eis that huge happiness party on wali feeeeel i say !!!!!!!

it just fills you up with smthing that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful and no wonder this one song has become him i say......

exaaaaactly what anything to everything to do with him does to you - ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa him mithhaaaa mithhhaaaaaaaaaaaaa i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!

anything of him and right from the start of the day the waaaaaay it just makes it that sweeeeeeet that beauuuuuuuuuutiful already..... like you wake up eeyes open with him on  your mind with that feeeeel of his that you can still feeeel in the air and that one feeeeeel that one smile it leaves you with on some mornings.... cause you can still feeel him and are happy for the moment with that moment...

but when you wake up from a dream where you felt him the closest and wake up to no him and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that one start to the day is the worst to deal with !!!!!!!!

like your mind all of you just not in place.... like you rather be away from eveything if given an option cause its a state of mind that jsut refuses to work or do anything but just be feeling him with his music or on walks.... like struggling to fill up that MUCH misseeing with anything possible you could in that moment.....

but this one thing i swear no matter what you do what you decide, the Him that you feeeeeeeeeel you live has another language another plan of its own i tell you !!!!!!!!!!

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that beauuuuuuuuuuuuty of him !!!!!!!!!!!

prolly the only thing that bad bout rains is the power off thing..... when you wanna write out that moment tabiiii k atbiiiiiiiii cause thats how beauuuuuuuuutiful it was even be it for a sec.....

ayyyaaaaaaaaa reliving it now howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu were misseeeeeeeeeeeeeeed sooooooooooooo soooooooooooooo bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ye tuneeeeeeeeee kyaaaaaaaaa kiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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