living him in his places be it the club gate to this bake house moment....
it was that weird feeeeling cuase when there it was like he was just here there with you and suddenly like someone just erazed him from that visual....
like suddenly you oculdnt see him anymore.....
it was that weird feeeeel of the then and now.....
it sthat thing charlie there are days obvsly you know the reality like but when in some places you just live a moment closest to you and then suddenly dont find them there in that moment with that absence and that realitty sinking in of thebefore and after the change can be a lil difficult to deal or make peace with in that moment.....
like you come back home iwth that feeel of where did he go where did all that love of his go.....
knowing the situation the change that well and yet that weird feeel of the then and now....
and the way finding this beuaty of a song only makes it that beautifully difficult for you to make peace and finally breaks you down....
def a track you must have heard before too cause its coldplay....
but the waaaaaaaaaay it just feeeeelt that nite......
to just realize how long it has been.....
longest of times that you havent see felt touched lived him for real.....
and now longest of times since you havent heard any of him too.....
to that one line when the song goes can you hear my heart beating the waaaaaaaaaaaay it jus in an instant takes you back to the sound and feeeeel of his heartbeat with your head over his seena listening to his heartbeat and loving it that much in the bombay meet.....
as you keep telling him how you can feeel his heartbeating with your hand over his seena..... and keep going closer just so you could hear his heartbeat closest to your ear.....
to just feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that moment live that moment, those moments......
closest youve been with him longest youve been with him for !!!!!!!!!!
that day right from those magical few mins when you feeel that feeeeeeeel of being in bombay the way all those lilst of moments spent with him that day rush through you.....
to this one song and the waaaaaaaaaaaay it finally breaks you down everytime the word long time did appear.....
to just live him feel him for real !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that meet was smthing else cause it was your first meet ever after the bup when you felt his love for you in the same way..... just like he did before bup !!!!!!
like that day you thought you had found his love back again in your life found him back in your life......
its that thing nai charlie suddenly with that much love you think assume thats how it wil be from now on......
lil did you know again !!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT closest to you even in the way he just be's that way.... with his one taang entangled with yours.... and just stays that way for hours.....
that closely tied by and with him literally.....
that you get off to get ready and that one strange feeel in you and you look down and then tell him ayyyaaaaaa you miss his taaang the waaay it feeeels empty mere taango ke beech mein..... and he just stands there that adooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorably chuckling away at your logic.....
but that was exaaaaaaaaaaactly how it felt.....
like suddenly smthing went missing from and in you.... like you were attached tied upto smthing and then suddenly being taken off you....
it just felt that different for the first time when you feeel that some body part of you almost went missing wali feeel.....
even as you walk to the washroom and you keep telling him how weird it felt now....
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just walks upto you tabi k tabi and holds you peeche seee.....
every sec as you were getting or moving away to get ready the waaaaaaaaaaay he just kept holding onto you more...... closer the more you move away......
as it was gettin dark and you werent allowed to be out for late.....
and you move and the waaaaay he would hold you closer the waaaaaaay he just dint want to let go of you......
this has alwasy been there charlie.....
when you meet him with him you feeeeeeel it this strongly him not wanting you to leave or move away from him or leave him.....
but the sec you are off and away going back to him him wanting you back........ is another story altogether......
its when you are there its all he wants you to be closest to him, but the sec you are far the farther he wants to keep you from him......
like you know holding your hands away just so you cant touch him, keeping your heart away just so you dont love him, keeping you away just so you dont stay with him...
it was that weird feeeeling cuase when there it was like he was just here there with you and suddenly like someone just erazed him from that visual....
like suddenly you oculdnt see him anymore.....
it was that weird feeeeel of the then and now.....
it sthat thing charlie there are days obvsly you know the reality like but when in some places you just live a moment closest to you and then suddenly dont find them there in that moment with that absence and that realitty sinking in of thebefore and after the change can be a lil difficult to deal or make peace with in that moment.....
like you come back home iwth that feeel of where did he go where did all that love of his go.....
knowing the situation the change that well and yet that weird feeel of the then and now....
and the way finding this beuaty of a song only makes it that beautifully difficult for you to make peace and finally breaks you down....
def a track you must have heard before too cause its coldplay....
but the waaaaaaaaaay it just feeeeelt that nite......
to just realize how long it has been.....
longest of times that you havent see felt touched lived him for real.....
and now longest of times since you havent heard any of him too.....
to that one line when the song goes can you hear my heart beating the waaaaaaaaaaaay it jus in an instant takes you back to the sound and feeeeel of his heartbeat with your head over his seena listening to his heartbeat and loving it that much in the bombay meet.....
as you keep telling him how you can feeel his heartbeating with your hand over his seena..... and keep going closer just so you could hear his heartbeat closest to your ear.....
to just feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that moment live that moment, those moments......
closest youve been with him longest youve been with him for !!!!!!!!!!
that day right from those magical few mins when you feeel that feeeeeeeel of being in bombay the way all those lilst of moments spent with him that day rush through you.....
to this one song and the waaaaaaaaaaaay it finally breaks you down everytime the word long time did appear.....
to just live him feel him for real !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that meet was smthing else cause it was your first meet ever after the bup when you felt his love for you in the same way..... just like he did before bup !!!!!!
like that day you thought you had found his love back again in your life found him back in your life......
its that thing nai charlie suddenly with that much love you think assume thats how it wil be from now on......
lil did you know again !!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT closest to you even in the way he just be's that way.... with his one taang entangled with yours.... and just stays that way for hours.....
that closely tied by and with him literally.....
that you get off to get ready and that one strange feeel in you and you look down and then tell him ayyyaaaaaa you miss his taaang the waaay it feeeels empty mere taango ke beech mein..... and he just stands there that adooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorably chuckling away at your logic.....
but that was exaaaaaaaaaaactly how it felt.....
like suddenly smthing went missing from and in you.... like you were attached tied upto smthing and then suddenly being taken off you....
it just felt that different for the first time when you feeel that some body part of you almost went missing wali feeel.....
even as you walk to the washroom and you keep telling him how weird it felt now....
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just walks upto you tabi k tabi and holds you peeche seee.....
every sec as you were getting or moving away to get ready the waaaaaaaaaaay he just kept holding onto you more...... closer the more you move away......
as it was gettin dark and you werent allowed to be out for late.....
and you move and the waaaaay he would hold you closer the waaaaaaay he just dint want to let go of you......
this has alwasy been there charlie.....
when you meet him with him you feeeeeeel it this strongly him not wanting you to leave or move away from him or leave him.....
but the sec you are off and away going back to him him wanting you back........ is another story altogether......
its when you are there its all he wants you to be closest to him, but the sec you are far the farther he wants to keep you from him......
like you know holding your hands away just so you cant touch him, keeping your heart away just so you dont love him, keeping you away just so you dont stay with him...
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