at his other place one of those "recent" meets it was !!!!!!!
in the kitchen to get some food or smthing and when you come back to his room and the way he says your fone was ringing mei dekha koi ladki ka naam thaa and then that one adoooooooorable kid smile flash of his telling you that and then watching your expression over him looking at your fone.....
and that very moment the fone rings again and this time he just looks at your fone on charge and then that one big adoooooooooorable smile listening to the ringtone and then says aishaaa meri and then stops with that same kid expression of his that you were THAT used to as and when says smthing he wasnt suppposed to that one signature expression of his.... and then says aishaaa tu chillout track lagayi fone ringtone pe.... carbon based lifeforms no that is of !!
what he was initially about to say was that again same line of his meri gf chillout bi suntiii like he used to say it back then meri bollywood gf types.... cause you could sense that excitement in his voice could seee that big sudden khushii in his expression....
and that beauuuuuuutiful familiarity of some words charlie when you just knowwwwww how some words that youve been that THAT used to sound like feel like mean like.....
the waaaaaaaay he says it the exact same waaaay aishaaaa meri and that one tongue in cheek moment wala face cause obvsly he dint want to call you his gf then..... and then says tu chillout track suntii and then says the exact artist name.... again smthing he suggested you with some other track but this one track you really loved the sound and vibe of.... and had it as you ringtone back then......
today inthat moment as the track plays that echo of his voice of the word Meri that one adooooooooooooooooorable expression of his after to watching his khushiii of realizing of some artist he loved you had it as your ringtone on the fone.....
the sec some sound of his plays and the waaaaaaaaaaaaay it brings back that one Him is a magic beyond words......
like you listen to the sound that need to shut yoru eyes away cause you felt him in that sound and the sec you do the waaaaaaaaay he is just there !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
exactly why when you miss him too much the refreshings of his page only grow through the day.....
like this one constant thing youve been doing refreshing his channel hoping for some song and today as you live that moment there you realize why you do that......
his music does fill up for his absence.......
its as strange madnesss as it sounds but it strangely does...
it just does smthing beyyooooooooooooooooooond words or logics or even levels of sanity i swear !!!!!1
its like the sound brings him makes his presence come alive in that very moment...
exactly how and what you felt in that moment as you stand in the middle of nowhere with eyes shut listening to his song and living him living the echo of his voice in that moment only asthe sound fades away almost done and you open your eyes and you see few people around obvsly staring away at you with weirder looks around....
its that beautiful meditative state like sudden smthing beautiful that just made you come alive... like you are alive but what you feel after a moment like that one is different that beautifully different......
like the more you try now to write the exact feeeeel the madder its only sounding like......
its different very different !!!!!!!!!
after years when the song again comes back as your ringtone in that very moment.....
cause you felt him and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no wonder call it love call it madness as anybody that knows you thinks like call it whatever it def comes after Him, this love for it, same feels as oxygen does to your body i say !!!!!!!
ditto !!!!!!!!!
in the kitchen to get some food or smthing and when you come back to his room and the way he says your fone was ringing mei dekha koi ladki ka naam thaa and then that one adoooooooorable kid smile flash of his telling you that and then watching your expression over him looking at your fone.....
and that very moment the fone rings again and this time he just looks at your fone on charge and then that one big adoooooooooorable smile listening to the ringtone and then says aishaaa meri and then stops with that same kid expression of his that you were THAT used to as and when says smthing he wasnt suppposed to that one signature expression of his.... and then says aishaaa tu chillout track lagayi fone ringtone pe.... carbon based lifeforms no that is of !!
what he was initially about to say was that again same line of his meri gf chillout bi suntiii like he used to say it back then meri bollywood gf types.... cause you could sense that excitement in his voice could seee that big sudden khushii in his expression....
and that beauuuuuuutiful familiarity of some words charlie when you just knowwwwww how some words that youve been that THAT used to sound like feel like mean like.....
the waaaaaaaay he says it the exact same waaaay aishaaaa meri and that one tongue in cheek moment wala face cause obvsly he dint want to call you his gf then..... and then says tu chillout track suntii and then says the exact artist name.... again smthing he suggested you with some other track but this one track you really loved the sound and vibe of.... and had it as you ringtone back then......
today inthat moment as the track plays that echo of his voice of the word Meri that one adooooooooooooooooorable expression of his after to watching his khushiii of realizing of some artist he loved you had it as your ringtone on the fone.....
the sec some sound of his plays and the waaaaaaaaaaaaay it brings back that one Him is a magic beyond words......
like you listen to the sound that need to shut yoru eyes away cause you felt him in that sound and the sec you do the waaaaaaaaay he is just there !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
exactly why when you miss him too much the refreshings of his page only grow through the day.....
like this one constant thing youve been doing refreshing his channel hoping for some song and today as you live that moment there you realize why you do that......
his music does fill up for his absence.......
its as strange madnesss as it sounds but it strangely does...
it just does smthing beyyooooooooooooooooooond words or logics or even levels of sanity i swear !!!!!1
its like the sound brings him makes his presence come alive in that very moment...
exactly how and what you felt in that moment as you stand in the middle of nowhere with eyes shut listening to his song and living him living the echo of his voice in that moment only asthe sound fades away almost done and you open your eyes and you see few people around obvsly staring away at you with weirder looks around....
its that beautiful meditative state like sudden smthing beautiful that just made you come alive... like you are alive but what you feel after a moment like that one is different that beautifully different......
like the more you try now to write the exact feeeeel the madder its only sounding like......
its different very different !!!!!!!!!
after years when the song again comes back as your ringtone in that very moment.....
cause you felt him and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no wonder call it love call it madness as anybody that knows you thinks like call it whatever it def comes after Him, this love for it, same feels as oxygen does to your body i say !!!!!!!
ditto !!!!!!!!!
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