that one echo of his voice from the dream the push and the way it just stayed with you.....
like you just had to be out for work just so you could make yourself that busy that you dont keep replaying that moment that echo of his voice from the dream today....
and yet the way all you could hear was that same tone that same push al you could feel....
and this one time you finally decide to block him back..... cause again exactly what he made you feel like in the dream wantin you to be away....
the sec you do and just be with his music playing loudest today..... with one ear plugged in....
after a few mins the song on the radio prolly the second or third time this has happened with the same song.....
like if you think logically radio its mostly the newest of tracks that they play unless its some classic channel that plays old songs....
and then there was this moment when the song dilne tumko chun liya hai plays on the radio.... and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel it fills you up ause it was your much liked songs and not much loved cause much loved happens with just his music.....
take it to be your mind again just a random thing that the random radio channel played..... soon later the song of kaminey film plays and that feeeeel again when all him rushes through you with his love back then for mimicing the slang accent from the film... like anythng he would talk he would only talk in the f way.... foon way !!!!!!!
its like as the song played that was the time when that lil smile popped up making it better just for that moment.... like it was then when you couldnt hear that echo of his voice from today.....
def the first time ever when you avoid struggling to avoid your mind from playing that echo of his voice again n again !!!!!!
to just being on that road stretch at somewhere mehdipatnam when on the same road to somewhere and on your way back you see that good side of his too.....
when he stops for some family car on teh way back from opera wearing his much loved arri grey t shirt and looking his beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful best in it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
him crossing the road walking upt the other car and talking smthing and you lost in him in just the waaaaaaaaaaay he looked that one face of his talking to someone random like some moments when you feeeeeel that lightness like you are off ground having a moment of your own for nothing at al....
to watching him walk back with the guy just crossing that road and you still lost in the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay he looked that beauuuuuutiful and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just smiles still crossing the road knowing thats how lost you were in him like he would know any and every expression of yours......
like would just knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww what and how you felt in that very moment..... you just living thata beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him and him smiiiiiiiling that smile only once back in the car the waaaaaay he says kaisaa ghoorti nai with that much khushiii on him..... and thats when you tell him you loved that t shirt on him.....
timing teri and just nods awaaaaaaay that adooooooooorably as the man comes in the car too and he couldnt say a word more before the man.....
these moments when you looooooooooooooooved living him the most when he is lookig somewhere else talking to someone and you could just lose yourself in him.... like just be and live him somethings again you write and relive now this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling how HOW BLESSED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to just be sit there and live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him with him just walking upto you and just knowwwwwwwwwing what and how you felt in that moment.....
memories moments i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it cann suddenly fill you up with this much smthing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like you just had to be out for work just so you could make yourself that busy that you dont keep replaying that moment that echo of his voice from the dream today....
and yet the way all you could hear was that same tone that same push al you could feel....
and this one time you finally decide to block him back..... cause again exactly what he made you feel like in the dream wantin you to be away....
the sec you do and just be with his music playing loudest today..... with one ear plugged in....
after a few mins the song on the radio prolly the second or third time this has happened with the same song.....
like if you think logically radio its mostly the newest of tracks that they play unless its some classic channel that plays old songs....
and then there was this moment when the song dilne tumko chun liya hai plays on the radio.... and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel it fills you up ause it was your much liked songs and not much loved cause much loved happens with just his music.....
take it to be your mind again just a random thing that the random radio channel played..... soon later the song of kaminey film plays and that feeeeel again when all him rushes through you with his love back then for mimicing the slang accent from the film... like anythng he would talk he would only talk in the f way.... foon way !!!!!!!
its like as the song played that was the time when that lil smile popped up making it better just for that moment.... like it was then when you couldnt hear that echo of his voice from today.....
def the first time ever when you avoid struggling to avoid your mind from playing that echo of his voice again n again !!!!!!
to just being on that road stretch at somewhere mehdipatnam when on the same road to somewhere and on your way back you see that good side of his too.....
when he stops for some family car on teh way back from opera wearing his much loved arri grey t shirt and looking his beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful best in it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
him crossing the road walking upt the other car and talking smthing and you lost in him in just the waaaaaaaaaaay he looked that one face of his talking to someone random like some moments when you feeeeeel that lightness like you are off ground having a moment of your own for nothing at al....
to watching him walk back with the guy just crossing that road and you still lost in the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay he looked that beauuuuuutiful and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just smiles still crossing the road knowing thats how lost you were in him like he would know any and every expression of yours......
like would just knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww what and how you felt in that very moment..... you just living thata beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him and him smiiiiiiiling that smile only once back in the car the waaaaaay he says kaisaa ghoorti nai with that much khushiii on him..... and thats when you tell him you loved that t shirt on him.....
timing teri and just nods awaaaaaaay that adooooooooorably as the man comes in the car too and he couldnt say a word more before the man.....
these moments when you looooooooooooooooved living him the most when he is lookig somewhere else talking to someone and you could just lose yourself in him.... like just be and live him somethings again you write and relive now this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling how HOW BLESSED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to just be sit there and live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him with him just walking upto you and just knowwwwwwwwwing what and how you felt in that moment.....
memories moments i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it cann suddenly fill you up with this much smthing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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