Presence part lost count on!

it was that feeeeeeeeeeeeling charlie !!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

like that search to find him again cause the way and what you were feeeling after that moment like how could you miss out on knowing it was him.....

his hand his shoulder his way of sitting the way he moves his head and you could see that same straight strict face of his when out his daaaaaadi like you saw him that clear that close like that clsoest to you and then suddenly he disappeared in the rush.....

like it makes you question if that moment did happen for real ittaa ki you even ask the driver if the dirver too saw a bike passing by and looing around the dirver saying which bike cause there were all bikes around.....

and you mention an enfield and again that question which one.... cause there was no trace of any enfield aorund.....

that one strong feeeeeeeeeeeeling knowing his love for bike rides when it rains mostly back then when he did mention bout during ganesh visarjan it rains and then he loved going on bike rides.....

and it was drizziling then the location was that beauuuuuuuuutifully perfect that close to hardrock there was him in that same shirt of his like how could you not knowwwwwwwwww not feeeeeeeeeeeel it was him for real bolke.......

cause the after impact of that one moment was same as you used to feeeel like back then......

then if it was where did it disappear that one feeeeeeeeeling as you keep looking for him with every blink of an eye literally covering your face away just so if you finally see him he shouldnt know its you bolke.... and you get to see him doorse !!!!!!!!!

but just like that moment when you wake up and he is gone that same feeeeeeeeeeling today like you coldnt seee any trace of his bike.......

and finally the impact when you couldn find him anywhere with that one feeeeeeeeeel he was THAT close to you.......

you forget your mom beside you or the driver or where you are at and everything and that one final breakdown just realizing reliving that moment of his closeness of his presence for real after all these years.....

smthings you just canttttttt write out in words.....

just cant !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!