shoulder sprained with a huge ass blood clot over bruised bad wrist badly bruised like one arm completely in that worst state and you keep switching sides.... as the pain killer thing fades off like you can feeel the pain growing as you keep switching sides...
and that state up the volume of his music hoping that would help cause strangely that beautifully it does... like it sort of makes it a lil better somehow..... and you try to stick on one side and not move and that one sec you smell him try to sniff again to check and that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutyyyyyyyy knowing he was that close..... not moving or any sudden movements try to open your eyes slow.... and that one adoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable face of your life i say......
like the face you wanna wake up to be woken up by like that one you wanna sleep to and wake up living.....
the only face of your life i say - HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully smiling at you with that beauuuuuuuuuuuuutyyyyyyyyy of his overgrown daaaaaaaaaaaaaaadi ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa its that suddddenkhushiiii it fills your heart up with to just seeeee him looook that delciiously beauuuuuutifully messsy..... like he just woek up.....
and that slowly tries to come closer and like moves a lil lower closer to you...... cause hsi face was high up there on the pillow and is when you realize movingmoving you were bed ke almost neeech wale side pe.....
him in that pale blue shirt binaaa button ke almost :DDDDDD and that beauuuuuuuuutifully tries to come close and you try to move instead cause you could see he was weirdly struggling to move.... and as you move the waay he says dont move and you still try to and he says it again pls dont move and holds your by your shoulder a lil zorsee and that onescream lil pain it hurts that bad....
and he tries to like see what it was and you try to move your arm away and he again holds your shoulder ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this thing bout writing wanting to write and then cant write waalleeeeeeeee details bhiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
baaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
giving in !!!!!!!!!!!!!! when you feeeeeeel him like this when you neeeeeed him the most and dont even know kaisaaaaaaaaaaa nai liktiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii charlie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this one thing that you share with him even in his absence even with his ignorance is beyond words !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this beauuuuuuuuuuuutiful smthing that you share and live with him even be it in the dream bhi waaay more than just magic !!!!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaay he still tries to touch shoulder.... and you nod away asking not to and that one worried expression on him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one face he makes when you try to move awaaaay and you dhdeer seee shirt move karke try to show the clot and he again says dont move karely pls and tries to dheeere see haath lagana to seee what it was and how bad it was..... and that one press or touch over it and it hurts more and you wake up.....
this time again like that monsoon first rain day you actually felt like he was actual mein there......
cause shirt off thaaa your face on that side and you could still smell him that strongly strongest today.......
like he was atcually there.... that close to you......
like your hands the way they were like you did hold him for real like your shoulder you oculd feeeeel like it was atcually held by him...... it was that strangely real like that moment you lived did happen for real and wasnt just a dream......
smthings veen now a syou write !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that one line from him standard when he asks you not to do smthings and you do it and that one smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee on him like it strangely makes him that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully happyy!!!!!!!!!!!
howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU gorgeous lil big annoying thing how only You were missed this moment abiiiiiii k abiiiiiiiiiiiiii ek zorkiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii chummmiiiiiiiiiiiii laaaaaaaaaag jaaaaaanaaaaaa uskkkuuuuuuuuuuu abiiiiii k biiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!
and that state up the volume of his music hoping that would help cause strangely that beautifully it does... like it sort of makes it a lil better somehow..... and you try to stick on one side and not move and that one sec you smell him try to sniff again to check and that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutyyyyyyyy knowing he was that close..... not moving or any sudden movements try to open your eyes slow.... and that one adoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable face of your life i say......
like the face you wanna wake up to be woken up by like that one you wanna sleep to and wake up living.....
the only face of your life i say - HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully smiling at you with that beauuuuuuuuuuuuutyyyyyyyyy of his overgrown daaaaaaaaaaaaaaadi ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa its that suddddenkhushiiii it fills your heart up with to just seeeee him looook that delciiously beauuuuuutifully messsy..... like he just woek up.....
and that slowly tries to come closer and like moves a lil lower closer to you...... cause hsi face was high up there on the pillow and is when you realize movingmoving you were bed ke almost neeech wale side pe.....
him in that pale blue shirt binaaa button ke almost :DDDDDD and that beauuuuuuuuutifully tries to come close and you try to move instead cause you could see he was weirdly struggling to move.... and as you move the waay he says dont move and you still try to and he says it again pls dont move and holds your by your shoulder a lil zorsee and that onescream lil pain it hurts that bad....
and he tries to like see what it was and you try to move your arm away and he again holds your shoulder ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this thing bout writing wanting to write and then cant write waalleeeeeeeee details bhiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
baaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
giving in !!!!!!!!!!!!!! when you feeeeeeel him like this when you neeeeeed him the most and dont even know kaisaaaaaaaaaaa nai liktiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii charlie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this one thing that you share with him even in his absence even with his ignorance is beyond words !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this beauuuuuuuuuuuutiful smthing that you share and live with him even be it in the dream bhi waaay more than just magic !!!!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaay he still tries to touch shoulder.... and you nod away asking not to and that one worried expression on him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one face he makes when you try to move awaaaay and you dhdeer seee shirt move karke try to show the clot and he again says dont move karely pls and tries to dheeere see haath lagana to seee what it was and how bad it was..... and that one press or touch over it and it hurts more and you wake up.....
this time again like that monsoon first rain day you actually felt like he was actual mein there......
cause shirt off thaaa your face on that side and you could still smell him that strongly strongest today.......
like he was atcually there.... that close to you......
like your hands the way they were like you did hold him for real like your shoulder you oculd feeeeel like it was atcually held by him...... it was that strangely real like that moment you lived did happen for real and wasnt just a dream......
smthings veen now a syou write !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that one line from him standard when he asks you not to do smthings and you do it and that one smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee on him like it strangely makes him that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully happyy!!!!!!!!!!!
howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU gorgeous lil big annoying thing how only You were missed this moment abiiiiiii k abiiiiiiiiiiiiii ek zorkiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii chummmiiiiiiiiiiiii laaaaaaaaaag jaaaaaanaaaaaa uskkkuuuuuuuuuuu abiiiiii k biiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!
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