One thing to the other.......

this only !!!!!!!!!!!!

this beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of writing smthing anything him and the waaaaay still writing smthing else it just takes you off to another moment related to that previous moment....

soon after that ringtone moment the way he says again as you open his tiffin dabba and start serving food says again mein dekha koi ladki call kari again that tone of voice when youve lived it a zillion times like you knowwwwwwwwwwwwww that surely what he means by the way he says smthing.....

and you tell him ladki he rehti be it calls or msgs and that one adooooooooorable chuckle of his voice ab tum sirf ladki you mean and you tell him yes apart from him its just girls for you and everytime he provokes you to say smthing dirty or mad and you say it and that one adooooooooooorable typical sound from him cheeeeeeeee nakko bol aisaaaa it sounds bad..... and that alone again makes you sooo wannaaa say it just sooo you oculd hear it again from him.... and you tell him again when it comes to guys its just him and apart from that you are into girls.....

that same cheeee again and then says it again beautiful pls dont say that.....

its that beauuuuuty charlie when you knw he def wont tell you he still loves you he is still that possessive bout you but the waaaaaaaaay finding these lilst of moments of his love meant life to you LIFE i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!

to just seeee him be that possessive that not even with girls i say !!!!!!

smthings you relive and write and the waaay it puts the biggest smile on your face just recalling some moments.....

finally down to eating and the very first bite you eat and the way he asks you haath dhoyi tuu and thats when you realize you hadnt..... and you just nod saying a no and that one another adoooooooooooooooooorable cheeeeeeee from him obvsly cause it was after, that you sit down to eat......

and him still watching you with another cheeee and that one moment of embarrassment and you still continue eating and then tell him no wonder it felt like you weer eating him only.....

and that one adoooooooooooooooooooooorable louder cheeee this time !!!!!!!!!!!

i swear charlie secs back he would be this mad wild beauuuuuuuuuuutiful love of yours secs after that one same adoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable kid  from back then.....

its like to live such moments to make him let him be that same adoooooorable kid even be it for a moment any amount of embarrassments would do !!!!!!!!!

but i swear that did feeel like you weer eating him only !!!!!!!!!!

also why it did make you not wanna wash your hands even after him reminding you bout it.....

the waaaaaaaaaaaaay he keeps looking at you beech beeeech mein with that one look and one nod and  you tell him it was cause you were that hungry and dint want to get off and then be back.....

one of those mornings when he does make that demand after longest of times i want to see you first thing in the morning.......

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa another connecting moment......

the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just gives you that first hug and then smells you and that beauuuuuuuuuuutifully says you smell all fresh fresh cause you did get showeered got ready at the fastest speed possible again that one thing back then with his meets it used to be there.... to get ready the soonest sec possible knowing him hhoping he dosnt change his mind of meeting you if you get late.....

that one strange fear always used to be there !!!!!!!!!

smthings you write now and this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!