Working on this reel now this one moment from the shoot...
After a lot of finalising cancelling selected this particular model and the very first click and picture out on the monitor that one sinking feeling because of her dead expression...
The Photographer even mentions the same thing discuss with the makeup person if something can be done with her makeup to enhance the overall look of the visual and they all mention the same thing it's her...
Somehow manage with the first two outfits then play some Bhansali tracks doesn't work too then after a few shots walk upto her and ask her if she has a boyfriend and she nods saying a yes and then tell her imagine it's your boyfriend behind the camera and not the photographer and he is looking at you through the lens feel it and then look into the camera......
Done back to the monitor and then again same thing happens again walk upto to her asking her to feel his gaze like he is lost in you and looking at you as you were explaing that there was him in the monitor Skype call with him and how just that one look used to make you feel and you show her to give the expression like that with her shoulders more relaxed and move softly looking into the camera and you come back to monitor again.....the photograer tells you she is not getting that adaaa that you have ignore as the photographer sitting and taking the shots too did to an extent irritate you as wasn't exploring angles with movement being a new guy....
To back to the shot and again fails in giving any expression and as you go back to her to explain how bad the frames were looking without any expression and why wasn't the boyfriend idea wasn't working and she tells you he never loooks at me that way that makes me feel things away...
And for the first time that day you actually smile away that very instant and walk back to the monitor...
In that very instant that very second a zillion a godzilluoj moments of him just looking you in the eye and working his magic rush rushhhhhhhh through you....
Be it that very first time he looks up at you whilst walking on the tiles in the gym that stare to the mirror stare in the gym for the first time that long and being held by him for the very first time without him holding you even....
Like you couldn't move blink or look away that kind of being held by him...
To the zillion other moments from across the mall or in his car the second you get in the way he would just look at you and something in his eyes always would change like that slight hint of sparkle like tingggg in his eyes in a second and that smile after...
Like from that moment you just had a smile glued on your face with him rushing through you all through the shoot with his beauuuuuutiful stares from his big eyes...
And that somehow comforted the model in some way thinking you were smiling away looking at the monitor and she tells you this and it works with few good shots...
Even when showing something for reels to move to show her how to move and she asks you bout your partner saying you smile differently like you are thinking bout something and showing the moves...
It's that feeeeeeeeel charlie like one strong gush of the wind he just rushed through you and like always you are never the same after...it's that touch of him that transforms you away and how even from a distance...
Some moments nai it's like you are literally walkijg towards that moemnt from back then and not the actual reality scene happening before you...
It's that beaaaaaautiful shift suddenly inside outside all around you - the HIM shift...!
