Heart & soul!!

 THE absolute heart and soul of your eyes and life I sayyyyy!!!!!!!

THAT ONE VIEWWWWWW so seee him live him with the view of the sea at the back this feeeeeeeeeel right now ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one girgeoussssssssss of a human I swear!!!!!!!

This need right now to runnnnnnnn MN to him abhiiii k abhiiiiii!!!!!!!!

That one wish to wake up to his presence at the window to the sound of the sea as the bg music......of the zilluon other wishes!!!!!

Miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa howwwwww only you were missed abhiiii k abhiiiiii this very second!!!!!!

Sea ocean any visual of a water body with this gorgeous boy has to be Versova!!!!!!!!!!

Singaaaaaaaaa singaaaaaaaaaaaaa ayyyaaaaa singaaaaaa!!!!!!

Sound of music…!

 Working on reels now, this one strongfeeeeeeel if there’s any other sound apart from Niladri that strings away this you in him, it has to be this recent found artist and of all the tracks this one manase…

It’s like from start to the end bit of the sound is all HIM…

The waaaaaaaays this brings out awakens the missing him in you this one sound is beyond words n logic…

Every lil glimpse visual sound of him from his chuckles to the sound of him sleep breathing on the calls every lil blink wink smile nod of his everything to anything him this one sound Manase is all HIM!!!!!!!

The waaaaaaaaaays it makes your heart and soul , live and miss him is beyond everything else…!

Miyaaaaaa the ways you are missed every single second of every single day I swear if he only knew!!!!!!!

Apart from the zillion changes at work recently including Zardozi master change that changed your entire shoot plan schedule ahead can’t wait for July august when you’ve decided to take a 2-3 months break first ever break from work and solo travel Bombay Goa…

Both the places Him, his plans of you and him in Goa to having dreamed many dreams away picturing him in goa waking upto a visual of overlooking the beach and him at the window to the Versova the fav most place for you…

It’s this feel now working back to back can’t wait for the time ahead…

Like you just want to need to live those places where you’ve pictured him in your head for over zillion times all these years to just LIVE HIM!!!!!!

This one sound on loop this one missing him on loop the waaaays it’s making you miss him…

The sound of his voice right now with the sound of this music…!

Dates!!

 Some dates every year hit differently!!

Holi being one of those dates on the calendar...

Too many memories too many versions of him lived that day too many moemnts shared and first time lived...

From the shower in his bathroom to wearing his clothes to that moemnt before the mirror in his wardrobe standing beside him as he holds you closer checks you out and that big smile on him beauuuuuutiful smile on him HOW happy he looked seeing your reflection with him in the mirror...

It just feels very different on some days the most beauuuuuutiful dream of your life...!

This feeel today!!!!!!!!!

Number love!!

 Andddddd some numbers forever lovei say...

His vento number 1072!!

Sound of music...!

 This looooooove for finding music like this that feels like all of HIM!!!!!!

It's like the sound the vibe as much Kannad as you can understand as it sounds similar to tullu the words this viiiiiibe of him...

Working on content reels grid work font work picture work like there's that load of work to sitting now final selection of the images to send for retouching this sound this one sound and you are just smiling away akele akele nodding away reliving him with the sound...

Holi just days away one of those days with him again one of those firsts too...

He has gone too far suddenly if you think on some dayslike these...like you try your best to drown yourself in work and then there are days like these sounds like these and this feeeel of being held by your wrist and taken to this world of all things to every lil thing just HIM......

Your ultimate HAPPIEST place of your life - HIM!!!!!!

The life and soul of your life...!

Edit nights!!

 Edit nights like these are prolly the best from all the waking up very recently!!

This beautifully quiet and his music playing this very feeeeeeel of him with every track like your mind still editing fonting away and this feel of him with his music like this...

This missing!!!!!!!!

The sound of Nusrat and this feeeeeeeeel of him...!

Moments!!

 Working on the shoot bits and checking for Inspo and thia one image of his track Tama Mali from years back and you actually took a screenshot of the YouTube track just so you don't forget and now years after find it like this in one album of his on your phone...

Some moments nai like this it's that vibe of that time meeting him post bup in breaks and this one track he had posted back then on FB...

Some sounds just like that brings back that time of your life THE most loved one...

To just realised this every single time how close he was like almost one hand distance away kinda close from you...!