Memory lane!!

 Memory lane this need to be around the same corners around this time of the year every year…

It just does something to you in its own inexplicable of ways!!!!

Moments!!!

 Working on some website related work and you keep the clock on this one thing everytime it’s his birthday just to wish that wish in you the second the watch strikes 12 00 on his birthday…working on side his fink playing and the second the clock strikes 12 00 you see these firecrackers outside the window!!!!!!

This one feeeeeeeeel the absolute LIGHT of your life!!!!!

Him his birthday the most important date of your life I say…

This one wish this one thankfulness every single year on this very day thank you aunty for Him…

It’s this thing of feeling grateful a zillion more ways for this very day…apart from the memories of this day his strawberry strip icrecream at his melting moments place it’s this thing of how important this day to you and your life is!!!!!!!

For having met somebody like him for him being the first and only LOOOOVE of your life!!!!!

To just the simple fact of knowing him…

In godzillion of ways and versions of him!!!!!

Even tonight as you just stand there watching the firecracker the way it just made you that happy for some reason it’s that sudden calm and joy in that moment…

Now can’t go back to work it’s this one strong and beautiful hit of nostalgia with every version every single day of him from then!!!!!

It’s not even the gin tonight it’s this beauuuutiful him high you are on, it’s that smiling on the inside wali feeling today…

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only in how many ways only you are being missed away!!!!!!!

I swear if only he had the slightest of idea of the ways he is missed!!!!!!!!!!

If only!!!!!

There’s this saying time does heal or it changes with time over time, but something’s I guess are just beyond you…

Saving his birthday feel away!!!!!!

Birthday….!

 That day of the year again!!!!!!

Happy birthday miyaaa!!!!!!

How you wish every single year this very day…

This one strong wish every time!!!!!!

Singaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

Missing…!

 When you’ve been missing him achingly off late last few days or weeks maybe and this one sound just the sound of voice aches it a lil more but beautifully…

This missing that one face that one human for life…

It only feels and grows stronger with every passing year…

How did he end up being, meaning this much to you even with the distance as it kept growing every year!!

From the blurring distance to almost disappearing kinds!!

There’s too much to say too much to write and still holding it in cause you know once one word comes out they all start to flow one wave after the other…

This one missing with each day this one month every year feels only stronger over the years!!!!!!

How, you still don’t get it!!!!!!

This missing!!!!!!!!!

Diwali 2009

 One of those mornings of October…!

This beauty of some places hasn’t changed even a bit!!!!!

Every year almost to be in places where you still find him every single time in almost every corner…

A feeling beyond words…

Visuals!!!!

 Youdays hit differently on some days!!!!!

This one feeeeeel right through October every single year for all these years…to him posting your most loooved red halo over him on a Sunday always extraa special!!

Days away from his birthday your most loooooved day on the calendar this one mood you always are in just when it hits 1st October every single year this one feeeeel lil did you know back then this one month in your life will soon be life changing literally……

The walking Him into your life for life…!

The first visual of your life…

Week back when you get the capsule shot with photographer and hate the final outcome it didn’t match closest to the collection and can it after shoot…

Reshoot the entire thing by yourself and everytime you take that first shot the waaaaays it takes you back to the first time ever you clicked his picture on the tankbund flyover as he takes a turn and you take his phone with sunset at the back his window side and the waaaaaay he looks beauuuuuuutiful smiling away talking something and you take his phone and take a picture of him…

The first ever picture you clicked in your life was his…

He actually pulls the car over then and there as you were joking about how his phone camera unlocked like James Bond lens thing in his movie beginning credits…

And he just looks at his picture and says wow nobody has ever clicked a picture like this of me ever before…his face that one smile and you tho ultimate happy just living that beauuuuuuty of him away in that light with his signature nose twitch expression under the sun…

That very first visual of your Life, for Life…!

Him ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaa the waaaaaaaays this one month did leave you with the most different and most beauuuutiful versions of him!!!!!!!

Every single day of this month post 15th October hayeeee miyaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Miyaaaaa bawri!!!!!!!!

Peak…

 This one peaaaaaak looooove for his mind too apart from the zillion other things of him…