Edit nights like these are prolly the best from all the waking up very recently!!
This beautifully quiet and his music playing this very feeeeeeel of him with every track like your mind still editing fonting away and this feel of him with his music like this...
This missing!!!!!!!!
The sound of Nusrat and this feeeeeeeeel of him...!
Working on the shoot bits and checking for Inspo and thia one image of his track Tama Mali from years back and you actually took a screenshot of the YouTube track just so you don't forget and now years after find it like this in one album of his on your phone...
Some moments nai like this it's that vibe of that time meeting him post bup in breaks and this one track he had posted back then on FB...
Some sounds just like that brings back that time of your life THE most loved one...
To just realised this every single time how close he was like almost one hand distance away kinda close from you...!
Some days and dates on calendar, the nostalgia hits slams differently!!!!
Like there's an everyday missing and then there's a special day or days this time that hits differently...
Yesterday and today are one of those kinda dates & days...
Sooo many memories soooooooooo much him and his different beauuuuuutiful versions through these days...
This day every year just feels differently, the fasting the missing this feeeeeel inside out this day every year!!!!!
Singaaaaaa!!!!!!!
It just does things and ever since then can’t think straight I say!!!!!
Waking up with your coffee now looking out shutting your eyes for a bit and him again this very moment some visuals nai stringggggggggg your heart and soul away and HOWWWWEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
Some visuals nai brings back a zillion more moments!!!!
To see before the screen light in that story of his after YEARS tho it was some Skype call but just him editing and yet the way the screen light lights up his face in that tone him in a navy no daaadi and yet all things LOOOOVE!!!!!!!
The way that one visual transformed this mind of yours in an instant a zillion memories from those Skype calls just living him adooooooring him falling in love all over again every single time to finding these beauties lately on your mail…Skype call screenshots that you’d mailed him years back then with him doing these smoke rings in the pictures just cause the way it amazes you away and makes you happy..
Seeing the same after years same same feeeeeeeel I say him and the things he does AMAZED as always…
Absolute fan girl I say!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For life…!
From lunch being chikudkayi at work that brings back all him from that late lunch at his dd space to evening Bombay wada pav cause you lived him...
It's only when you live such moments do you realise how much how very very much his presence makes you happy and what level!!
Even be it his sideprofile like even that slightest of his presence too how truly inside happy outside happy it did make you in that very second...
Ii t was before lunch or after something this most loved red Hallo over him and the second you check itwas him editing glimpse ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that level of khushi too see him even his side profile like you really can't write out how much it made you absolutely happiest I say!!!!!
There's this strange fascination of living his work space too be it back then his writing space on the floor with sheets of script or today just to see him at work even writing out now thisbig wideeeeee smile on I say!!!!!
Singaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only you were missed today...!
Like howwweeeeeeeeeeee only!!!!!!
This was definitely the most strangely beauuuuuutiful experiences of a visual and sound of music blended together into a moemnt you've ever had recently...
Sunday's are all him there's missing him every single second of your every day ever since him and his absence from your life...but sundays hit differently donno how or why they just do...
Missing him on a Sunday is another story altogether!!
Even now it's that time of the night watching Lincoln new season with this music playing after his work story of Don music this comes as a youtubemagjc the song play through time and this need to close your eyes...
Just on valentine's day it was or days before something in his car parked in your ghar ki Galli soon as you get in he pulls your face closer to chummi your eyes shut again and the way he pulls back again after that wait him still looking at you this one visual his face that close to your looking you in the eye he looks like he was laughing all that while and suddenly just stops and looks you in the eye tellimguou how intensely your close your eyes living his presence that fully... his presence meaning his chummi!!
And then points out to the street somebody standing there or some uncle in the balcony it was bout watching so he couldn't and you move with that feeeeeel of missing kissing him in that moemnt...cause it was that beautiful shift of him missing you that bad that first thing he wanted to chummi you soon as you get in to that moment of your missing livingthqt moemnt of him looking you in the eye no word no movement nothing at all just that beauuutiful silence him screaming a zillion things away without any movement or words just by looking you in the eye the way he was...
This sound of music from today to that visual of living that beauuuuty of him from that very moment his eyes his facial expression not smiling nothing and yet that beautifully all things LOVE...
Moves the car a lil ahead just checks you out smiling away keeps looking Galli after Galli and some sharp turn in some other Galli stops by and kisses you away...
That one line in between as he does you and your face of missing, he could just that beauuutifully read away your every feel thought wonder rushing through you without you ever having to tell him anything...
He just always would could even thinking bout it now years after it always ALWAYS amazes you...
How beautifully he just like that could...!
Some sounds nai just does something to your soul in inexplicable ways...you can't reason it out why it had to be just that one moment of all moemnts lived with him why it had to be this track thats not even his music...
