Sound of music…

 Still working half glass gin down and this mix playlist playing and he slowly walks into your mind and all of you with just one line, Maine kya chaha tha aur kya paya…

Ultimate story of your life in that one line…

Some moments nai woooosh bolke everything before you shuts away and he just that beautifully slowly walks in…this very feeeeeeeeeel of him that sound of his voice!!!!!!!

That one miyaaaaaaaaaaaaa for life I say!!!!!!!!!

U really don’t realise nai when living some moemnt in that very moment how years after you will be tarsoing for that very moment for years……..to live him ayyaaaaaaaa that beauty to just live him all of him, any of him, jhalak of him away!!!!!!!

Safeguarding!!

 Some corners some memories some moments and some faces and people that one corner of your heart safeguarding away for a lifetime…

Him that one face that one place that one sound that one feel that one sense that one breath that one touch safeguarding away for a lifetime…

Some Youdays you wake up with THAT much him rushing through you on loop with that same sound of him is all you can hear now!!!!!

Can’t shake it off won’t shake it off, like how it feels love how it’s taking you places haven’t been for a while now…

That sound of Him…!

Him - anything to everything bout him, that corner of your heart to whole of your heart, safeguarding with everything in you…

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only today tho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weird!!!!

 Some moments nai they leave that weird feeeeel in the stomach that you can’t fight or sit calm with…

Rakhi one of those days on calendar bhayya every year you miss a lil more…

The two men in your life you deeply madly loved them whole fully!!!!!!

Bhayya and him…!

To see he is here on his story and that feeeeeel again to tell his sister how lucky she truly was to have him with her and that did make you wanna be his sister as weird as it sounds saying it it’s that need of him that need to live him breathe him live the same air as him kinda missing……

To plan for a store in Bombay has not been busy it’s taking all of you to build here first to create that portfolio and presence for there late nights early mornings…..

Something’s you do and just donnoooo!!!!!

There are days and then there are days like these when you seee his work stories too how happy proud heart feeeeels I say!!!!!!!

A dream dreamt and lived together…!

Another one of the zillion dreams actually!!!!!!

And writing the word dream now this one dream few days back him with somebody called Neha his face his hair from back then don’t even know what it was why or how but just enough to land you in that zone again!!!!!!

Somethings I tell you!!!!!!

Weird is an understated word!!!!!!!

Sound!!!!

 This feeeeeeeeeeelinf every single time to hear the sound of his voice him saying something on repeat and you can’t make sense of it…..and you just stay in that same position waiting to make sense of him talking that one wait trying to make sense to just that feeeeeeeel of him that close to you…

U wake up take a few rounds try to get yourself to sleep again just so you could go back to the very moment of his presence to that sound of him that close to your ears!!!!!!

Just to hear him feeeeeeeel that sense of his presence!!!!!

Now still turning changing sides waiting to hear him…the sound of his voice that same tone of his voice!!!!!!!!!!

This feeeeeeeeeel right now!!!!!!!!!!

This!!!!!

 Sometimes in sleep as you switch sides and for that fraction of second you wake up with this sudden brush of memory and this fataaak smile on your face cause he just rushed through you and howwwweeeee!!!!!

Himmmmmmm the light the calm and the most beauuuuutiful storm of your life I say!!!!!

This very moment right there how much how bad much he was truly missed charlie!!!!!!!

This very moment here and this neeeeed to scream it out of you somehow with all this missing!!!!!! 

Moments!!

 Another late night at work and wake up with this realisation of Sai baba Pooja at home as it’s guru Purnima today!!!!!

Dates on the calendar 31st July guru Purnima with him at his Dd space!!!!!!

As twisted as it sounds another one of those most memorable dates of your life I say!!!!!

Lil did you know that day if only you had the slightest of idea that day meeting him and then leaving heading back home that it’s going to be years after……..

Some dates on the calendar…!

This weird mix feel today!!!!!!!

Call it maaaaaagic...!

 If there is any magic exists for real any list spark of it too it lies in moennts like these!!!!!

Absolute moment of magic morning morning!!!!!

Waking up to him that early as too much work to take care for the day and that peace of your mornings living him and then having coffee with some Instagram personal!!

And this maroof artist that you love the mini documentary posts and this one had a beautiful post about weaving and stuff but the song the songgggggg was an instant him pull to you...

That instant pullllllll Piya tose Naina lag re absolutely him poooooraaaaaa ka poora and that one feeeeeeel.....playing it on loop and then live him on Instagram and there was your most loooved halo over him mom's fone sneak and it was bout his blue canvas bts and the music of it another track from the same ditto movie guide...

What are the chances!!!!!!

What are the co incidences!!!!!

That one feeeeeeeeeel that beauuuuuutifully in-sync...

Some visuals some sounds some moennts that thing bout apart yet moments together lived...

The way it also brings back that feeeeel of his movie, the day he wrapped up the shoot of blue canvas he messages you that very morning after unblocking you...like he had wrapped up very early in the morning and later through the day he texts you something's nai...

Like the mind on a flashback zone now!!!!!!!

Morning morning this himzoned away like on an absolute HimFlight mode literalllllly...!