Sound!!!!

 This feeeeeeeeeeelinf every single time to hear the sound of his voice him saying something on repeat and you can’t make sense of it…..and you just stay in that same position waiting to make sense of him talking that one wait trying to make sense to just that feeeeeeeel of him that close to you…

U wake up take a few rounds try to get yourself to sleep again just so you could go back to the very moment of his presence to that sound of him that close to your ears!!!!!!

Just to hear him feeeeeeeel that sense of his presence!!!!!

Now still turning changing sides waiting to hear him…the sound of his voice that same tone of his voice!!!!!!!!!!

This feeeeeeeeeel right now!!!!!!!!!!

This!!!!!

 Sometimes in sleep as you switch sides and for that fraction of second you wake up with this sudden brush of memory and this fataaak smile on your face cause he just rushed through you and howwwweeeee!!!!!

Himmmmmmm the light the calm and the most beauuuuutiful storm of your life I say!!!!!

This very moment right there how much how bad much he was truly missed charlie!!!!!!!

This very moment here and this neeeeed to scream it out of you somehow with all this missing!!!!!!