Moments!!!!

 There is one place everywhere charloe where you’ve pictured him with you or just waiting for him there walking to you like it has happened a zillion times over the years and concu is one such place where you’ve pictured him with you just right beside you but this dream today felt different to any of the ones till date…

This felt like just bumping into him randomly and then holding that umbrella for him as it was raining heavy and then that fear of upsetting him and you try to walk away from him and the waaaaaay he leans over that close to you and asks you to wait instead…….

That one vision of him in that black shirt that real like it’s been happening very often late seeing him in places imagining away day dreaming away but aaj ka felt very different….

To this meeting with a friends sister client kinda coffee meet and they were playing Shaan there and ayyyaaaaaa that one immediate mindlane switch I say ziooooop bolke to everything him and smiling away amidst discussion and you on your way out just to live him and ther was this same hibiscus color that was in his Ramanthapur house back then…..

That very unique mauvy pink flower almost with deep pink stripes and you see that and stand by it and he mentions bout his mom planting those and his dad asks you to pluck a flower if you wanted to and you instead tell uncle you just like watching flowers not plucking them and him right beside you hits his head against yours before his dad and says papa howli hai ine……

And the second his dad goes back inside he looks you in the eye and starts running towards the stairs to his room knowing your urgency to hit his head back again…..that adoooorably chuckling away saying kitttaaa control Kari nai tu to hit back before dad…..

To just run after him to his room and watch him look at you chuckle away it’s that feeeeeeeling charlie you just can’t love someone and that’s it you find a zillion moments over and over that make you realise my goddddd I love this face this smile this presence this sound of voice I looooooooooove himmmmm!!!!!!

Like you know it hitting you like it hit the first time falling in love for the first time happening over and over again with that same very face!!!!!

That day standing there watching that particular color of hibiscus and living that moment with him there was that kind of realisation mannnnnnn it’s beee years and yet I loooooove that one face!!!!!

To this morning standing there at concu watching him walk towards you reliving the gym moemnt in the dream like from that walk to this walk and then to live him after waking up!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the LOOOOOOOOOVE & HEART of your life I swear!!!!!!!

Absoluuuuute looooooove!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaa some moments even reliving now as you write!!!!!

Another one of your most looooved things bout him the way after hitting your head with his in his car that wait in him for you to come closer and strike back !!!!!!!

His eyes that smiiiiiiile of his that expression on him his arms and chest wider open like letting you come closer !!!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!