Yuhi!!!!

 There are these moennts lately happened earlier too in places random most and you picture him with youlike at some store browsing through groceries picture him with you beside you with you buying paint the other day picyurehim with you there buying bread this afternoon strangely there too picture him there with you in a chocolate brown shirt strangely along with the dress code too beige pants and brown shirt with his style of unbuttoned to a way down kinda style of his with sleeves folded just right till his elbow not an inch below not an inch above in crisp folds......

It's these random moennts places foods that strangely he comes along with you it's been happening a lot like those moments are your absolute peace cause it's been quite chaotic lately...

It's this feeeeeeeeeel charlie this realisation of a version of you you werebt cut out for......@like this is not what I pictured myself to be.......

There was this absolute delicate almost feminine version of you with him like he did bring out your most feminine version ever and lately with all the responsibilities and work stress it's the almost masculine side of you that has come out lately...that's strong or maybe pretending to be strong strict cause with that many men around work you just have to have a strict demeanour like you just can't be soft anymore...smile or be coy with your presence and being that strict constantly there's that side of that only comes alive in moennts like these!!!!!!

In your head basically with moments of him!!!!!

Like this need to dress like his karely with silver and bangles deep kajal hair half open as he used to love on you and then after studio back to workshop you take the bangles off you tie your hair in a pony and then at workshop with that work face on....

This beauuuuuuty of writing him like this as you are writing now this moment from the gym those first few initial days of feeling something more than just friend vibe for him and doing some arm weight and you stand to the side of that machine pulling that string of weight and him working on his arm set thing and sees you smiliiiiing away that beauuutifully there was just you and him and some guy in some other corner on the treadmill cause weight section was the opposite corner of the treadmill section......and he watches your pony swing in the air as you bend to the side and he comes to feels you pony in his hand and pulls out the hair tie off your hair and then jokingly tries to run away and then stands at the door and watches you just standing there no smile no laugh nothing.....as you try to walk towards him for the hair tie cause you weren't used to leaving your hair that way being long hair back then.....and the way he that beauuuuuutifully takes a step back as you get closer to him and once close to him the way he says wow I love your hair didn't know it's this long......

Like that was your first ever compliment of your life I say......and that too from a guy like the first guy first compliment of your life...and the waaaaay he chuckles away saying look at your face its red and you remember taking the hair tie and running to the changing room cause it all felt very magical very special like the first time you'd felt that way......and seeing your face turn that red was also another first for you!!

From where to whereeeeeee only it went!!!!!!

How I misssssssss that fellow I swear that THAT one face in the world for you!!!!!!!!

THAT ONE FACE!!!!!!!!!!!