Sunday 23 June 2019

Too many reflections in one day!!

some moments some memories and no matter how long it has been how many times youve relived that one memory this one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel after reliving it every single time.......

lil did you know what was next !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

again when you have been loved that much you sort of get used to the idea of that life like you know for sure in you that thats how it will always be like...... like thats how he will always love you want to have you in his life !!!!!!

like you take it to be a forever one and never to be changing thing bout life... like no matter what happens that one Him in your life and His love for you is smthing you will always have in your life...

sooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh from the blinking lights moments to taking a look at the pic after clicking.... like it started off with you watching the lights blinkig n reliving that moment with him as you watch the lights... with that sound of the vipers the lights blinking his music playing and the waaay all of that was adding that smthing to the memory that your mind was playing....

like in a way you were actually living that moemnt then and not reliving it !!!!!!

as weird as this sounds some memories impactful ones can do that to your mind.....

that moment was that for you !!!!!!!!

and reliving it now as you write this one feeeeeeeeel like always...... you were that sure of him in your life THAT SURE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

ki all that lil lil distance then too him not talking properly and jsut watching you instead you take it to be his flippery mind that he did mention to you bout earlier.... and that he did many a times like he was in a way preparing you for that side of his.... and also did tell you fir after 2-3 days of realization ill be back to normal but just stay with me karely through those days.... just be there with me even if my mind flips.....

and you take it to be those 2-3 days of flips lil did you know !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh where to wehere only again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when you see the pic there was you still reliving that memory and when you notice the mist on yoru own window in the pic the waaaaay it takes you back  to that hilarious titanic scene that you shared with him.....

when  you tell him that day at the stadium now you did understand what ws that scene in the film and what actually happened then !!!!!!!!

like from the beautifully ironic memory recall with almost a tear in the eyes, it suddenly leaves a smile on your face with that mist in the picture...

from there to cancellling the ikea trip as it rains  too much and instead when your mom suddenly decides to stop over at q mart instead......

of all the places that one place...

its like almost every corner of hyderabad and every corner of you there is that one smthing of him, that beauuuuuuuutifully laced.....

no matter where you go or where you are that one lil smthing of his love for you that you feeeel that strongly feeeeeel !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that one place toooo ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one adoooooooooooooooooooooorableness of his love for you i swear !!!!!!!!!

howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yaaaaaaaad kiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa maineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee aaaaaaaaj thoooooooo bhooooooot zorseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kahaaaaaaaaaaa ho tummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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