from that dream to the waking up after and that one state of mind you constantly were in.....
like kuch thoooo hai bosssssss you feeeeel him that strongly you miss him that zooooooooooooooor seeeeeeeeeeeee and voila there he is ...... like again thanos wala snap of a finger jadoo style...
then why its not happening for real..... like there is that THAT much love then hai kahaaaaa real mein......
like kaikuuu aaankh kultee seee sab wooosh bolkee gayab....
like ye sab bas nai hai thoo this one stranger weirder attempts you are making like all of you on the inside keeps sayign nakkkooo karo aise kaamaa and then there is the most of you still wondering if not knowing this way then howwwww !!!!!
like you dont talk never bout it to anybody at al....
and this way being feeeels like the closest to get an idea if all this is normal like things like these happen and if its still love.... as weirder as it sounds now it feeeeels all the more weirder when you wait for chances to ask her some way or the other....
Shreya it is......
the more you meet her for her designs and trial fittings like your mind waiting for a chance for her to speak smthing bout her own story and you get an idea bout what happens after.....
its like a reflection of your own story and you constantly trying to find answers there....
mad no ?!! like even in your head you know its madness but kyaaaaaaa karti charlie.....
its thisfeeeeeeeeling like you obvsly cant have a talk or general talk bhi bout what you are going through with anybody cause that would be a clear cut declaration of you being complete mad and have lost your mind as lil as you had.... in the first place !!
and then theres her the waaaaay she talks bout her guy.....
ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa even today meet ke beech you sipping your coffee and talking smthing and she gets a msg on her fone like she was laughing over some joke and then there was a msg on her fone and the waaaaay she smiles reading it - it was that one loud scream through you - MISS IT !!!!!!!!!!
nd you slowly touch the wood whoo hotaa nai apne saath kuch galat hue thooo kisi aur ki khushi pe whooo andar se hope nikal jaata nobody ever must go through smthing like this ESPECIALLY in love......
to just see her face with that one smile on like nothing that was even clsoe to when she was randomly laughing loud over some joke.....
LOVE does that to you, only LOVE i say !!!!!!!!
it makes you happy HAPPIEST like nothing else in the world could possibly ever.... no success no achievement no peakest scale of heights reached in life can even come close to that one sec of love that you live out of nowhere randomly through the day.....
like that one sec of before and after playing in yoru eyes.....
to just seee her that happy with that one text... and you walk away from there to the street side of the coffee shop.....
up the volume of his music and jsut be people watching.....
like in your mind it was still that attempt of getting a hold on your mind.... and you see this couple walking hand in hand like they werent those heavy duty over public thing of love and yet that madly in love in just the way they walked hand in hand talking bout some random building across the street... and the guy loooking at her as she points at the building !!!!!
its that one feeeel charlie i know its selfish its weirder but that one feeel for teh first time its like deffff mean if you think of it now.... but to just write out the moment that made you feel that weirdly mean..... aisi ladkiyo ko bhii love mil jaata !!
its again not bout the looks but its just the way the overall feel of the moment was.....
people do get that lucky in love no matter what or how.......
its like love does happen does work if you really want it to.....
it was that weirddddly feeeel after like it only made you worse and self pity which you hate.....
cause you only pity smthing when you are made to do smthing against your will, this life is smthing you chose.... you decided on !!
but whoo hota naii kabiii dhyaan nai diye and ekdum seee all you see is love around you !!!!!!
get back in to shreya and she assk wheer you were and all and it was chetan on the fone and before she goes on talking bout it you get back to the design discussion and the way she asks that same question that almost a zillion people msust have asked you bout.....
are you running from smthing.... or looking for answers.....
and then jokes bout its her nature as she is a major in psychology and all that....
and you finally ask her does distance really change it all.... and she smiles and asks you how long it has been since you met him....
and you again that same full body palm moment of not knowing why did you even ask that question or speak out that question to someone !!
like kuch thoooo hai bosssssss you feeeeel him that strongly you miss him that zooooooooooooooor seeeeeeeeeeeee and voila there he is ...... like again thanos wala snap of a finger jadoo style...
then why its not happening for real..... like there is that THAT much love then hai kahaaaaa real mein......
like kaikuuu aaankh kultee seee sab wooosh bolkee gayab....
like ye sab bas nai hai thoo this one stranger weirder attempts you are making like all of you on the inside keeps sayign nakkkooo karo aise kaamaa and then there is the most of you still wondering if not knowing this way then howwwww !!!!!
like you dont talk never bout it to anybody at al....
and this way being feeeels like the closest to get an idea if all this is normal like things like these happen and if its still love.... as weirder as it sounds now it feeeeels all the more weirder when you wait for chances to ask her some way or the other....
Shreya it is......
the more you meet her for her designs and trial fittings like your mind waiting for a chance for her to speak smthing bout her own story and you get an idea bout what happens after.....
its like a reflection of your own story and you constantly trying to find answers there....
mad no ?!! like even in your head you know its madness but kyaaaaaaa karti charlie.....
its thisfeeeeeeeeling like you obvsly cant have a talk or general talk bhi bout what you are going through with anybody cause that would be a clear cut declaration of you being complete mad and have lost your mind as lil as you had.... in the first place !!
and then theres her the waaaaay she talks bout her guy.....
ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa even today meet ke beech you sipping your coffee and talking smthing and she gets a msg on her fone like she was laughing over some joke and then there was a msg on her fone and the waaaaay she smiles reading it - it was that one loud scream through you - MISS IT !!!!!!!!!!
nd you slowly touch the wood whoo hotaa nai apne saath kuch galat hue thooo kisi aur ki khushi pe whooo andar se hope nikal jaata nobody ever must go through smthing like this ESPECIALLY in love......
to just see her face with that one smile on like nothing that was even clsoe to when she was randomly laughing loud over some joke.....
LOVE does that to you, only LOVE i say !!!!!!!!
it makes you happy HAPPIEST like nothing else in the world could possibly ever.... no success no achievement no peakest scale of heights reached in life can even come close to that one sec of love that you live out of nowhere randomly through the day.....
like that one sec of before and after playing in yoru eyes.....
to just seee her that happy with that one text... and you walk away from there to the street side of the coffee shop.....
up the volume of his music and jsut be people watching.....
like in your mind it was still that attempt of getting a hold on your mind.... and you see this couple walking hand in hand like they werent those heavy duty over public thing of love and yet that madly in love in just the way they walked hand in hand talking bout some random building across the street... and the guy loooking at her as she points at the building !!!!!
its that one feeeel charlie i know its selfish its weirder but that one feeel for teh first time its like deffff mean if you think of it now.... but to just write out the moment that made you feel that weirdly mean..... aisi ladkiyo ko bhii love mil jaata !!
its again not bout the looks but its just the way the overall feel of the moment was.....
people do get that lucky in love no matter what or how.......
its like love does happen does work if you really want it to.....
it was that weirddddly feeeel after like it only made you worse and self pity which you hate.....
cause you only pity smthing when you are made to do smthing against your will, this life is smthing you chose.... you decided on !!
but whoo hota naii kabiii dhyaan nai diye and ekdum seee all you see is love around you !!!!!!
get back in to shreya and she assk wheer you were and all and it was chetan on the fone and before she goes on talking bout it you get back to the design discussion and the way she asks that same question that almost a zillion people msust have asked you bout.....
are you running from smthing.... or looking for answers.....
and then jokes bout its her nature as she is a major in psychology and all that....
and you finally ask her does distance really change it all.... and she smiles and asks you how long it has been since you met him....
and you again that same full body palm moment of not knowing why did you even ask that question or speak out that question to someone !!
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