Tuesday, 28 May 2019

Uski galli mein!!

some places nai no matter how long it has beeeen this thing bout the beauuuuuuuuuuuuty they hold.....

like to just live him there and then relive those zillion times you were there in that very place living zillion different versions of his love for you after decade almost - was HAPPINESS !!!!!!!!

this client of yours requests you to pick her up from ramathapur..... like just the sound of that place rings screams happiness through you !!!!!!!!

were more than happy to then suddenly change of plans as her dad was out and there was nobody to drop her at your location and as it was that hot today again requests you to come a lil closer to her place..... lil did you know you werent going closer to pick her up but instead going that beauuuuuuuuuuuuutifully closer were being drawn towards everything HIM i say and HOWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the way she asks you to take the next lane and from there on and befor you could even make sense of it you were that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully back in time in those very gallis.....

up the volume of his music and live those stores that he would drop you initially at and as he goes home to put on full pants instead of his signature much loved chaddis....

and then as he comes back the waaaay he would jus instead there and watch you with that confused beautiful expression on him and then nod away saying soon.... very soon !!

like even to leave you there a lil away from his home used to make him feel all weird bout it.....

only after love the waay he talks bout it..... telling you how it used to make him feel like he that badly wanted you to see where he lived how his room was where he slept like that badly wanting to share his space with you.... and then to leave you there hide you away from his people used to make him feel all weird bout it !!!!!!

smthings you write now as you relive this even weirder feeeeeeeling !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sooooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to finally taking home to living a zillion more momenst around those gallis the waay he would slow down right before his house and look yaha waaha and chummmi you away saying that was his final chummi for that day until he again drops you back home...... cause after that point you both knew you had to maintain that certain distance of not even being close to each other cause of the circumstances back then with his sister.....

like he would alwaaaaaaaays make the most of your presence till you reached his home....

llike the sec he would slow down and one look at him and you knowwwwwwwwww nowwwww the chummi will come anytime.....

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one face he usedto make charlie bolriii nai gaaaaay banjaate.....

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one cutieeeeeeeeeeee only !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like as she keeps telling you next turn left right and you tell her you cant come beyond this point like you dintw ant to go any closer there..... and you keep telling her the same and with her requesting you more you couldnt helpt it.....

the sec you pass by his galli and finally her place a few houses away from his you stop and tell her you wont come in and instead will wait.....

whooo hua hee nai charlie to get on the place on the street.....

whooo nai andar seee nai huaa.... and you jst be wiat for her outside and live him some more.....

take a pic there with that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel back in his galli after decades almost !!!!!!!

that one place i swear........

a zillion versions of his love for you lived right there despite of all the distance maintained !!!!!

his room the corners of his place including the Lucky's official poop corner tooo......

some places when you visit its not just the place that you are revisiting its the memories a part of your life that you most looooooooooooved liiiiiived is what you are revisiting reliving and loving it all the more as you relive......

to relive that looooooooove of his to that second part of his hidden love that he refrained from expressing telling or even directly showing you after the bup..... to be ther ein that same place and being asked demanded to do the very same thing.... want to see you first thing in the morning soon as i open my eyes..... how will i manage but, i donno i just need to see you first thing soon as i open my eyes......

the sec you are there he was right there waiting for you.....

smthings !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that one place after THIS long !!!!!!!!!

was smthing else !!!!!!!!!!!

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