Tuesday 28 May 2019

Awakened side...!

this one track of his yesterday and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel like you ignore the words part of it but just that feeeeeeeel of the sound.....

like in your mind you knew it wasnt for you and yet the sec you shut your eeys and listen to the song that one wish your heart actually all of you makes to live him to the song with the song......

like in your mind goes that tick on the song to live his closeness with......

like there were a zillin tracks that accumulated in your mind to live his closeness with and to......

like ye gaaanaa lagane bolti soon as you see him like ye gaaana lagane bolti the sec he holds you to ye gaaanaa lagane bolti after you have his psy beedi..... to this song when you live his cloeness.....

it was like song after song year after year and most of them you dont even remember now.....

this very same thing happens last nite when you listen to this one track.....

like that high on him with eyes shut and your heart all of you makes this lil wish after years......

to live his closeness his beauuuuuuuuuuutiful details to and with the song...

like in your mind you still were ignoring away the lyrics cause you knew if you focussed more on the lyrics it was lead to awakening the other side of you the side that comes and goes with him......

to the othr reality that you dint want to trouble your mind over knowing it was for someone......

his mind i swear its like a psy beedi on its own......

his mind him his love is all you need like you see him live him and this state of mind it fills you up with like you dont need a thing to feeeeeel that state.......

it jst holds you awaaaaaaaay in th emost beauuuuuuutiful of ways possible.....

elevates you off the ground like you are actually flying in the most happiest calmest and yet rushest of state of mind......

like uskuuu pakaad luuu khaaaaaaaa jaaau and yet bas baithuu door aur uskuuu dekhuu..... to just live him smtimes when knowing most of you wants otherwise......

its the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay you can see him transform just as you live Him..... its the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it makes him move a lil makes him a lil uneasy and then as you live him more the waaaaaaaaaaaay he gets more comfy with it and that you know by the waaaaaaaaaaaaay him looking away yaha waah initially and then as you stay with liivng him more the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he owuld then look you in the eye and just be..... no smile nothing just be look you in the eye..... watch you live his beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful details......

and then shut his eyes and that one smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee on him is when you know now he just got that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful comfortable with you living him that he lets you allows you to live him the waaaaaaaaaaay you wnated to......

like sets your stare freee as you live him......

the MOST beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful few mins i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!

to just live him and live this beauuuuuuuuuuuuutiful transformation of him.... with the slightest of moves in him.... like with every move you know this is what and how he feels now.....

even as you write now THIS FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL also why you stay awaaaaaaaaaaaay from writing this side of living him......

some sounds i SWEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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