sooooo yahhhhhhh !!!!!!!
once there and once the photographer introduces his family like all that while that one wait to see the other lil chetan....
and the sec you do the first thing you couldnt help but notice was the curly hair......
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay that oen visual takes you back to the most loved dream of yours.....
to see the other lil actual him from the dream have the same wavy curly hair like his and as the other lil runs ahead of him watching the curls jump and as you write bout the moment takes you back to the shoe lace meet with him......
to watch his curls move with the wind to live that beauty of him and feeel yourself get that beauuuuutifully lost in him.....
like the sight of the curls from the dream as you write then makes you feeel no matter who it is even be it your own lil him nothing no one could even come close to that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of Him......
nothing, no one i say !!
soooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh smthings and this neeeeeed to pull yourself back from the dream.......
sooooooooo yaaaah this lil one today.... just the curls and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him.....
go a lil closer and the way the lil one smiles and immediately tries to hold your hand....
with just his mom there and you and you finally give a tight chummiii on the chubby cheeks that were chubbier than yours.....
with that one weird strange maaaaaaaaaad thing still on your mind.......
abb actual wala haaaaaaath nai ataaaaaaaa aur aiseee lil lil versions diktee rehteee.....
and chummiiiii with Him on your mind.....
and as you chummmi to just say it happyyyy birthday Chetan......
the only time you actually ever verbally said it out loud on his first birthday with you back then......
after that day it was today.....
different ones though but that one realization of smthing i swear........
and yet again you that badly were lost......
stay ther efor a few secs lierally and head out in the balcony and that neeed to see him.....
head over to his channel and there was the song....
tuneee mujhee pehchaani nai....
that one song one of those first few songs after nusrat that he gives you after bup.....
it was some movie song that he couldnt share the file on those first skype chats.... and then sends it ove on the fone and asks you to listen to it.....
and the sec you do and with it still talking bout you are mine and am yours.... that feeeeeel first time after bup of his love for you !!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaay it makes you that happppy knowing he still loved you !!!!!!
his mind with music the sound of the track the feeeeeel of the track is like trying to make the girl understand aware of the love which she is sort of ignoring to understand or just doesnt get it......
this one thing with his music......
you donnoooooo what why or how it made you wanna see his channel instead of playing beret playlist over fone....
and of all the moments that very moment there when yu get that lost in echo of your own voice taking his name.....
and of all the songs that one song very song on his channel......
these things you just cant define or express out in words as to what and how exactly they made you feel in that very moment......
the only thing closest to what you wouldnt do otherwise was to just runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn to him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like that very sec the sec you see the song and then listen to it !!!!!!
to chummmi the lil one missing the actual lilst big beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful one and then to hear his name from your own mouth out loud and then to see that song like on his channel - a Youday that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully jus made for you i say !!!!!!!
once there and once the photographer introduces his family like all that while that one wait to see the other lil chetan....
and the sec you do the first thing you couldnt help but notice was the curly hair......
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay that oen visual takes you back to the most loved dream of yours.....
to see the other lil actual him from the dream have the same wavy curly hair like his and as the other lil runs ahead of him watching the curls jump and as you write bout the moment takes you back to the shoe lace meet with him......
to watch his curls move with the wind to live that beauty of him and feeel yourself get that beauuuuutifully lost in him.....
like the sight of the curls from the dream as you write then makes you feeel no matter who it is even be it your own lil him nothing no one could even come close to that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of Him......
nothing, no one i say !!
soooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh smthings and this neeeeeed to pull yourself back from the dream.......
sooooooooo yaaaah this lil one today.... just the curls and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him.....
go a lil closer and the way the lil one smiles and immediately tries to hold your hand....
with just his mom there and you and you finally give a tight chummiii on the chubby cheeks that were chubbier than yours.....
with that one weird strange maaaaaaaaaad thing still on your mind.......
abb actual wala haaaaaaath nai ataaaaaaaa aur aiseee lil lil versions diktee rehteee.....
and chummiiiii with Him on your mind.....
and as you chummmi to just say it happyyyy birthday Chetan......
the only time you actually ever verbally said it out loud on his first birthday with you back then......
after that day it was today.....
different ones though but that one realization of smthing i swear........
and yet again you that badly were lost......
stay ther efor a few secs lierally and head out in the balcony and that neeed to see him.....
head over to his channel and there was the song....
tuneee mujhee pehchaani nai....
that one song one of those first few songs after nusrat that he gives you after bup.....
it was some movie song that he couldnt share the file on those first skype chats.... and then sends it ove on the fone and asks you to listen to it.....
and the sec you do and with it still talking bout you are mine and am yours.... that feeeeeel first time after bup of his love for you !!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaay it makes you that happppy knowing he still loved you !!!!!!
his mind with music the sound of the track the feeeeeel of the track is like trying to make the girl understand aware of the love which she is sort of ignoring to understand or just doesnt get it......
this one thing with his music......
you donnoooooo what why or how it made you wanna see his channel instead of playing beret playlist over fone....
and of all the moments that very moment there when yu get that lost in echo of your own voice taking his name.....
and of all the songs that one song very song on his channel......
these things you just cant define or express out in words as to what and how exactly they made you feel in that very moment......
the only thing closest to what you wouldnt do otherwise was to just runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn to him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like that very sec the sec you see the song and then listen to it !!!!!!
to chummmi the lil one missing the actual lilst big beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful one and then to hear his name from your own mouth out loud and then to see that song like on his channel - a Youday that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully jus made for you i say !!!!!!!
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