soooooo yah where to where only again....
it was this thing he shared with you back then bout being there for her whenever she needed him and all.....
and that same feeeling years after...
you to be there with him no matter what....
ironic as it sounds it was what you felt last few days and yesterday all the more after that feeeeeeel of his dream.....
reminding you bout the promise...
it was like now he has many much younger sassier options to pick from and you made no sense anymore...... it was that complete feeeel of realizing how one year just passed by like you actually survived one year of block where back then initially one month down gave you that weird feeling.... like he could actually keep you off that long and not even second doubt bout what he did.... like that constant on his decision only showed where you were at.....
to that vision of him in his family and not wanting you around only make you go farther.....
like this time for real you will bolke.....
until that moment of that dream.... and yet again that one pullllll the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just holds your hand and keeps repeating the same thing over n over again like there was no way you wouldnt unblock.....
again where it made no sense bt to you it meant the world, everything...
unblock and just be listening to a few of his ironic songs and that feel all the more......
to get on with working on you and take the time off for yourself....
like that one realization of how him always loving you but the staying bit never happened after the bup.....
like to stay wih you have you in his life as a constant was smthing he struggled with.....
for his reasons ofc... but that one thing you decide on like you too be there with him no matter what..... but the love be there part was smthing you decide nt to think bout from here on....
taking time off work from today and you just be all of last nite listening to his music with that weird feeeling still on....
its like bhottt sare cheeeza ek saaath strike marre wale cheeeza horeee charlie......
ek saaaaaaaaaaaaaaal ho gayaaaaaaaaaa like this itself is like biggest of realization.... merse ek weeek sharafath se nai nikaaltaa like kuch na i thooo kaiseeeeee thooooo bi he is there that feeeeeeel of him and bas gone i say........and unneeee waha ek poooooora ka poooooooooooora saaaal nikaal diyaaa !!!!!
it was this thing he shared with you back then bout being there for her whenever she needed him and all.....
and that same feeeling years after...
you to be there with him no matter what....
ironic as it sounds it was what you felt last few days and yesterday all the more after that feeeeeeel of his dream.....
reminding you bout the promise...
it was like now he has many much younger sassier options to pick from and you made no sense anymore...... it was that complete feeeel of realizing how one year just passed by like you actually survived one year of block where back then initially one month down gave you that weird feeling.... like he could actually keep you off that long and not even second doubt bout what he did.... like that constant on his decision only showed where you were at.....
to that vision of him in his family and not wanting you around only make you go farther.....
like this time for real you will bolke.....
until that moment of that dream.... and yet again that one pullllll the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just holds your hand and keeps repeating the same thing over n over again like there was no way you wouldnt unblock.....
again where it made no sense bt to you it meant the world, everything...
unblock and just be listening to a few of his ironic songs and that feel all the more......
to get on with working on you and take the time off for yourself....
like that one realization of how him always loving you but the staying bit never happened after the bup.....
like to stay wih you have you in his life as a constant was smthing he struggled with.....
for his reasons ofc... but that one thing you decide on like you too be there with him no matter what..... but the love be there part was smthing you decide nt to think bout from here on....
taking time off work from today and you just be all of last nite listening to his music with that weird feeeling still on....
its like bhottt sare cheeeza ek saaath strike marre wale cheeeza horeee charlie......
ek saaaaaaaaaaaaaaal ho gayaaaaaaaaaa like this itself is like biggest of realization.... merse ek weeek sharafath se nai nikaaltaa like kuch na i thooo kaiseeeeee thooooo bi he is there that feeeeeeel of him and bas gone i say........and unneeee waha ek poooooora ka poooooooooooora saaaal nikaal diyaaa !!!!!
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