this dream prolly the 4th time in a row last week and the more you miss him the more you feeeeeeeeel him and HOW !!!!!!!!!
it was like a row of his dreams last nite.... when you as it is struggling to get a hold on yourself with tooooo much him aaaj kal kyaaaa horaaa nai malooom charlie aaaj kal aur bhiii yaaad araaa inneee.... like off late it only got that much MORE worse.....
and its like the more you miss him the more you feeeeeeeeel him.....
like in the lilst of moments like jaan boojkee nai but bas aisaaa hora....
like this morning this lil incident of forgtting the pyjamas out for a naha naaa.... word switch i saaaay and alsoooo that neeeeeed to write the moment cause thats how in the tiniesttttttttt of moments you feeeeeel his presence......
wen you forget the pyjama for naha naaa out and once done realize you did forget you bahar a naaa padaaa tolyeee meinn down and then you just stand there with that himmmmmmmmmmmmm rushing through you just looking at your yjama on bed.......
whyyy cause of this one adoooooorable incident......
at his place that early agan cause one of his adooorable wishes demands to see you firt thing in the morning.....
and once you are there usual moments and then heads to shower wanting to take you somewhere and you be out and him in tolyeeee mein that adoooooooooorably shyiiiing awaaaaaay comes out and stands there smilinggggggg awaaaaaaaaaay that adoooooorably and thats when you realize he must have mised out on taking smthing and look around and theer were his chaddis there right beside.....
take em to him and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one adoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable face he makes stil standing there looooking his beauuuuuuuuuuuutiful best hair all freshly washed and trying to move a lil back chummmiiis you awaaaay and back in as he was that adooooooooorably shyyy.... ab firsttt tme nooo charlie !!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD
once out the waay he starts off by saying he hated coming out in tolyeee mein after shower n all like his dad.... like he had that habit of coming out pooora dressed and not tolyee mein......
and then looks at you and says today he was only happy he left it for the firt time out just caue he got to live that moment with you.......
it was that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful charlie firttt time seeein him waisaaaa and then yahaaa waaahhaa dekkeeeeee lik all you wnted to was to just liveeeee him butttt whooo ajeeeb sissii sharammm bii ari thiiii and the sec you give his chadii away ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa that one shyyyyyyyyyyyyness of his i say !!!!!!!!!!!
pakadddddddd keeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sluuuuuup bolkeeeeeeeeee khaaajaaaanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bas !!!!!!
khalaaaas i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tummmmmmmmmmmm bhotttttttttttt yaaaaaaaad areeeee miyaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this madness is ayaaaaaaa wen you cant writeee n yet this rush to writeeeeeeee cos the daaaaaay was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo worth it !!!!!!!!!!!!!
todayaaaaa as you stand there looking at ur own tolyeee and that feeeeeeeel of himmm there take in and come out his waay.....
these things werent intentional but the waaaaaay theres him in every lilst of you every lilst corner of you..... that THAT much Him...
only making you become that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully a lil more Him everytime you live him this way.....
aaaj biii a lil more Him i say !!!!!!!!!
it was like a row of his dreams last nite.... when you as it is struggling to get a hold on yourself with tooooo much him aaaj kal kyaaaa horaaa nai malooom charlie aaaj kal aur bhiii yaaad araaa inneee.... like off late it only got that much MORE worse.....
and its like the more you miss him the more you feeeeeeeeel him.....
like in the lilst of moments like jaan boojkee nai but bas aisaaa hora....
like this morning this lil incident of forgtting the pyjamas out for a naha naaa.... word switch i saaaay and alsoooo that neeeeeed to write the moment cause thats how in the tiniesttttttttt of moments you feeeeeel his presence......
wen you forget the pyjama for naha naaa out and once done realize you did forget you bahar a naaa padaaa tolyeee meinn down and then you just stand there with that himmmmmmmmmmmmm rushing through you just looking at your yjama on bed.......
whyyy cause of this one adoooooorable incident......
at his place that early agan cause one of his adooorable wishes demands to see you firt thing in the morning.....
and once you are there usual moments and then heads to shower wanting to take you somewhere and you be out and him in tolyeeee mein that adoooooooooorably shyiiiing awaaaaaay comes out and stands there smilinggggggg awaaaaaaaaaay that adoooooorably and thats when you realize he must have mised out on taking smthing and look around and theer were his chaddis there right beside.....
take em to him and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one adoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable face he makes stil standing there looooking his beauuuuuuuuuuuutiful best hair all freshly washed and trying to move a lil back chummmiiis you awaaaay and back in as he was that adooooooooorably shyyy.... ab firsttt tme nooo charlie !!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD
once out the waay he starts off by saying he hated coming out in tolyeee mein after shower n all like his dad.... like he had that habit of coming out pooora dressed and not tolyee mein......
and then looks at you and says today he was only happy he left it for the firt time out just caue he got to live that moment with you.......
it was that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful charlie firttt time seeein him waisaaaa and then yahaaa waaahhaa dekkeeeeee lik all you wnted to was to just liveeeee him butttt whooo ajeeeb sissii sharammm bii ari thiiii and the sec you give his chadii away ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa that one shyyyyyyyyyyyyness of his i say !!!!!!!!!!!
pakadddddddd keeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sluuuuuup bolkeeeeeeeeee khaaajaaaanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bas !!!!!!
khalaaaas i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tummmmmmmmmmmm bhotttttttttttt yaaaaaaaad areeeee miyaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this madness is ayaaaaaaa wen you cant writeee n yet this rush to writeeeeeeee cos the daaaaaay was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo worth it !!!!!!!!!!!!!
todayaaaaa as you stand there looking at ur own tolyeee and that feeeeeeeel of himmm there take in and come out his waay.....
these things werent intentional but the waaaaaay theres him in every lilst of you every lilst corner of you..... that THAT much Him...
only making you become that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully a lil more Him everytime you live him this way.....
aaaj biii a lil more Him i say !!!!!!!!!
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