ever since the bloc again on his movie page too.....
this weird state of mind it again landed you in......
where there are moments of you not wantingly bhi wondering bout what makes him hate you that bad...... ki mein aur kya dekleti kya karleti agar movie page se nai block karke rehta une tho.....
like whyyy intentionally make you feel this disgusted bout your presence in his life ki even push you away from there too.... like that one soch kyaa aisaa kar leti charlie udhar rehne deta tho... like that one ting kept tinging your mind awaaay with that weirder conclusion imagine thats how bad he wants you to be awaay......
and through this weirder worse lost state of mind some neighbour comes over with some prasad and a picture of lord balaji and your mom asks where bouts and stuff and she tells her bout this new temple at jubilee hills.....
and you were that blank in your head when she mentions bout going there the same evening and you say a yes and only as you get ready do you realize what you just did....
cause you dont visit temples anymore.....
but that day you had to cause you already said a yes to it....
the sec you ar ethere it was definitely a beautiful location like a lil mountain like thing over that the pristine white temple with that complete sanghi temple wali feeeeeeel i swear !!!!!!!!
it was partially covered with some grey gods over it but that one visual of the white temple and you were lost again....
as your mom stands right there at the entrance knowing you wont come in finally gets in the temple and you just stay out and sit on the corner of the view cause it was tooo high for you to go any closer.....
that beautiful wind in the air plug in his music and jus be with those weirder random much expected stares from aunties watching you listen to music outside the temple..... look away to another corner with some trees door doing a dance of their own..... as the wind keeps growing stornger so does your mind keeps getting closer to everything him.....
takes you all the way to sanghi temple telling you bout how there was this beautiful all white temple that you must see knowing that adoooooooooooooooorably knowing it would be shut in the noon......
that day of wake up sid wanting to be longer with you making the most of your presence and making you realize see feel live his love for you.... aiiiishaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa so many moments missed i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all that while when you dint know he loved you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
smthings as you write now and relive this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling ekdum seeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like you play his song on loop and just be there living him..... it was like finding your peace fo mind back for that moment.... it was the most beautiful few mins lived there with living him.......
like for those few mins your mind that completely ignorant of what was disturbing you earlier......
like when there all you could feeel live was him.....
there is this beauuuuuuuuuuty charlie that youve always felt especially when in places crowded place when there is too much going around people taking selfies taking pics of the temple eating prasad kids playing around as it was fairly new..... and there was that corner of the place that you literally lived with him there... like there was you that beauuuuuuutifully transforming into all HIM !!!!!!!!
some moments and what they can do to you is way beyond logcis and words.... without even doing aything literally !!
but like you come back home feeeling better like it just did smthing for you !!
and when you tell your mom we should go there more often that one much epected look you get from her...... when you dint even enter the temple why would you wanna go there again......
cause you found that one corner to live him !!!!!!!!!!!!
there was that beauuuuuuuuuty charlie wide open sky above doorse city lights looking almost star like that much wind in the air and that beauuuuuuuuuutiful calm of his song pplaying with all him breathing through you !!!!!!!!!!
this weird state of mind it again landed you in......
where there are moments of you not wantingly bhi wondering bout what makes him hate you that bad...... ki mein aur kya dekleti kya karleti agar movie page se nai block karke rehta une tho.....
like whyyy intentionally make you feel this disgusted bout your presence in his life ki even push you away from there too.... like that one soch kyaa aisaa kar leti charlie udhar rehne deta tho... like that one ting kept tinging your mind awaaay with that weirder conclusion imagine thats how bad he wants you to be awaay......
and through this weirder worse lost state of mind some neighbour comes over with some prasad and a picture of lord balaji and your mom asks where bouts and stuff and she tells her bout this new temple at jubilee hills.....
and you were that blank in your head when she mentions bout going there the same evening and you say a yes and only as you get ready do you realize what you just did....
cause you dont visit temples anymore.....
but that day you had to cause you already said a yes to it....
the sec you ar ethere it was definitely a beautiful location like a lil mountain like thing over that the pristine white temple with that complete sanghi temple wali feeeeeeel i swear !!!!!!!!
it was partially covered with some grey gods over it but that one visual of the white temple and you were lost again....
as your mom stands right there at the entrance knowing you wont come in finally gets in the temple and you just stay out and sit on the corner of the view cause it was tooo high for you to go any closer.....
that beautiful wind in the air plug in his music and jus be with those weirder random much expected stares from aunties watching you listen to music outside the temple..... look away to another corner with some trees door doing a dance of their own..... as the wind keeps growing stornger so does your mind keeps getting closer to everything him.....
takes you all the way to sanghi temple telling you bout how there was this beautiful all white temple that you must see knowing that adoooooooooooooooorably knowing it would be shut in the noon......
that day of wake up sid wanting to be longer with you making the most of your presence and making you realize see feel live his love for you.... aiiiishaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa so many moments missed i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all that while when you dint know he loved you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
smthings as you write now and relive this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling ekdum seeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like you play his song on loop and just be there living him..... it was like finding your peace fo mind back for that moment.... it was the most beautiful few mins lived there with living him.......
like for those few mins your mind that completely ignorant of what was disturbing you earlier......
like when there all you could feeel live was him.....
there is this beauuuuuuuuuuty charlie that youve always felt especially when in places crowded place when there is too much going around people taking selfies taking pics of the temple eating prasad kids playing around as it was fairly new..... and there was that corner of the place that you literally lived with him there... like there was you that beauuuuuuutifully transforming into all HIM !!!!!!!!
some moments and what they can do to you is way beyond logcis and words.... without even doing aything literally !!
but like you come back home feeeling better like it just did smthing for you !!
and when you tell your mom we should go there more often that one much epected look you get from her...... when you dint even enter the temple why would you wanna go there again......
cause you found that one corner to live him !!!!!!!!!!!!
there was that beauuuuuuuuuty charlie wide open sky above doorse city lights looking almost star like that much wind in the air and that beauuuuuuuuuutiful calm of his song pplaying with all him breathing through you !!!!!!!!!!
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