Thursday 2 May 2019

His number one fan for life...

back then your most loved shirt on him white n blue stripes....

and this one evening he suddenly asks you to come down and there he was in that very same shirt all dressed up with even perfume on that you could smell right from where you were standing with his window down.... and asks you to get in and you tell him it was late and you couldnt come out and all and yet that one look he gives ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa pulled away and HOW like always....

get in and he says out for a lil drive around.... look at him freshly washed hair all dressed up with perfume on and that one ting in your mind cause his smile too looked different.....

and the waaaaaaay he keeps looking at you beech beech mein there sure was smthing on his mind and that usual wait in you for him to say it instead of askign what it was bout....

there was that beauty charlie of just living him in moments like those where you know he has smthign onhis mind to tell you and then you to wait and live that expression that fce of his in that process where for the moment he just wants to live that state of mind....

and driving around ups the volume of some most played track then with you on drives and then says an i love you and says it again i love you a lot....

and thats when you couldnt take it any longer and give in and ask what it was botu ittaaa tayyaar hoke kidhar see araa.... cause even with you he would never dress up his logic being why does he need to be smthing with you like he can just be anything without any need to dres up or shave up and all like he just wanted to be just him with you.....

and then when he would dress up that waaaaay you sure knowwwwwww smthing def up....

back then that was !!

cause he had no friends then that he would dress up and be with and that day he was fully and how....

and only after you ask him his first chuckles away and says how he was used to hearing from his friends how gf's sense this thing and that day was experiencing it for the first time when you ask him the same.... and then asks you what made you wonder first and you tell him bout the shirt he was wearing and then the perfume....

that one smileeeeeeeeee o fhis.....

and then says to keep calm and not react anything only  then he would tell you bout it....

and that weird feeeeeling inside and you just nod away saying a yes and he nods back asking again you wont react na and you nod again....

and then finally says he was out to meet his ex as she was in town.... and she had asked him to come see her....

and the only question you ask him the sec he says that is of all the things yehi shirt kaiku pehenke gayaa and the waaaaaaaaaay that one adooooooooooooorable chuckle cause you dint ask him anything but that one first question and then says cause you tell him he looked his best in that shirt and was the most loved thing on him for you... so he wanted smthing of you to be with him......

smthings you relive and write now..... and this one sudden realization this is where it came from !!!!!!

this beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of some memories !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you only learn bout love by loving...

like theres no other way to know it all bout love than to just love..... and being loved by him was the only way to know what love really was all bout.....

years after you liiving him loving him the same way, living moments with smthing of him to be with you !!!!!!!!!!

why you that badly wanted smthing of him to be with you on the shoot day....

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa suchaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa cutieeeeeeeeeee i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!

howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tummmmmmmmmmmmmmm ekdummmmm seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee zorseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yaaaaaaaaaaaaaad areeeeeeeee miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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