Friday 17 May 2019

Missed chances...

exactly why you refrain from letting your mind dwell or soak up things or realities like these....

like you sort of hit skip when this part strikes called reality of life......

like you literally hit the skip and divert your mind away.....

but this one thing bout meeting her and knowing her story was like coming up close to life.....

to realize the bup and live the coming together of two people that badly madly wanting to be together for life.... making that attempt that commitment towards the other knowing that beautifully thats all that they want to live feel the life to be complete.... finding happiness and love in the other.....

knowing it accepting it and taking it forward to be together for life...

its a big step its a decision you take in life when you are that sure bout it in life.... when you know the other will stay with you for life.....

love you for life....

and today when you almost asked her that one question that you that lamely used to google back then how do you make your love stay in life....

again not smthing you do or work on, cause it just does when it has to stay.....

you cant do a thing bout it, wit time you just need to accept the way it is and how it is.....

from there to some mall to get some groceries and stuff and then window shopping and looking around with that lost state of mind and paata naiiiiii charlie because your mind was that fcked up or was smthing you never looked aroudn or noticed aroudn ...... people holding hands whispering in the ear joking bout smthing or just that lost in each other.....

t was like saaaare people in love hyd keee aaaaj mere aaaju baaaju se hee nikal reeh.....

get away and head home fataaak se.....

that one weirder growing state of mind and yet again finding peace in his music.....

the waaaay it was all taking back tothose moments of being that perfect stranger to him eevrytime after distance.... despite of knowing he is the one and only one youve ever loved in life for life and yet be that one stranger that just replies back with a hi.... whats up !!

like you cant be more fake than that !!!!!!!

it couldnt have gotten more fake thant that......

again smthing that distance losing touch does to you.... takes you back to the moment you started off from.....

but in your case you were more close to him he was more close to you even much before you knew him or he knew you !!

that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully ironic......

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