Friday 17 May 2019

Continuity of the dream...

like that one feeeeeeeeel and the way shakes you up to self talk mode trying to get a hold on your own mind....

like literally talk your mind out of that feeeeeeeel that was making it that worse.....

be it that one feeeeel of almost held him to that realization been this way no.....

how when you finally back to sleeep.....

and this another street this time it was a darker one.... like not that pleasant or windy....

it was more gloomy and you walk by through it trying to figure out which lane or turn you need to pick cause you almost couldnt see a thing clear enough as it was that dark..... and door this one street light that same orange street light of his that you looooooooooooved over him.....

and the sec you see it again that same feeel His street light....

cause anything that has to do with him that connects you makes you relive him in any way any which way possible did become His light food galli or whatever that comes after....

but like His comes first....

that very same way His orange street light.... the sec you see it door.....

and as you go closer there was someone standing go a few steps closer and you see Him standing there talking some guy on the cycle this time..... and as you walk faster now knowing there is him that closeeeeeeeee to you and the waaaaaaaaaaaay he points out towards you and tells the guy on the cycle thats my girlfriend there.... and the guy turns around to look at you and he that proudly happpily just as he used to back then says it again yeah that one there she is mine..... and then looks at you with that sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee filled with pride happppppppppiness mossssssttttttt loooooooooove for you smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee o fhis !!!!!!!!!!!!

that same pride happiness and THAT much love and adore for you the way he says it again yeah she is mine.... another couple passing by and he says it again yeah she is mine... thats my girlfriend there....

and the waaaaaaaay he was saying it wasnt for em but it was more like he was doing that for you to tell you to let you know that you are His.....

the waaaaaaaay he says it that sound of his voice was more like him telling you that and also letting the world know that you are His......

smthings you write the more you write and THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SMTHINGS i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no wonder dreams did become your life and HOW !!!!!!!

did become your reality and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU were misseddddddddd howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww f only You knew or theree was someeeeeeee waaaaaaaaaaaaaay to let him knowwwwwwwwww i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

times do change and how !!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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