it was like from the morning you start with that feeeeeeeeeel of him to that moment of living that lostness and then finding him in that song of his in that very exact moment was like the day being that beauuuuuuutifully tied together with that much of him in the lilst of ways for you !!!!!!
from the very start of the day with that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful feeeel of being put to sleep by him to missing him all the more... to living him in his places and then to lose yourself and find him in that very moment in his song....
was smthing else and waaaaaaaaay beyond words i say !!
distance absence out of touch not being a part and all of this and more is on one side and your life in these moments in these places in these versions of him that you live through the day is what completes you.....
like nothing else would......
no matter where you are your eyes in that one constant search of him and then to find him in moments like these - LIFE i say !!!!!!!!
like the sec you see the song like on his channel and that one beautiful confusion of it was the same song that he gave you back then and that need to shut the eyes and that beauuuuuuutifully there.......
listening to it over the fone and the reason you loved it the strings again......
to realizing he still did love you.....
like from that moment after that strugle to just be around with a straight face on....
cause your mind all of you on the inside having that momen of their own and finally when you couldnt just be there for longer you make an excuse and just leave from there......
the model asks again if you could drop her and al and take her and first thing to tonique....
like bas aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaj thoooooooooo breeeeeeezer bantaaaaa he thaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!
to just be with his music playing and your mind happy high on him and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!
pata haii charlie smtimes reliving momenst from back then and to visually live that presence of his from back then this one feeeeeeeeeeeel it gives you.....
lik gvk wale places mein bhi when you relive a memory of his from there and shut yoru eeys and see him and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel he was THAT close to you.....
like THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT close to you !!!!!!!!
haath aage karluu and pakad luu wala CLOSE !!!!!!!!!!
like uskaaa naaam bulao and he would turn like you coud call him hold him touch him like he was there there...... aisaaa kabiii ittaaaaaaa ek saath of him rushing through you this one feeeeeeel it gives you if all that was a dream for real.....
like itttaaaaaaaaaaaa it has changed it actually makes me wonder smtimes it all was a dream.....?!
like uneeeee utttaaaaa paaaaaaas kii bulau aur palteee pakad luuu aur ruk jayeee....
like utaaaaaa paaas !!!!!!!!
like whooo hotaa nai agar tumm aaaj deke thooo aisaaa lagtaaa all of that was dream yaa actual mein thaaa waisaaa !!!
like did happen for real real !!
from the very start of the day with that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful feeeel of being put to sleep by him to missing him all the more... to living him in his places and then to lose yourself and find him in that very moment in his song....
was smthing else and waaaaaaaaay beyond words i say !!
distance absence out of touch not being a part and all of this and more is on one side and your life in these moments in these places in these versions of him that you live through the day is what completes you.....
like nothing else would......
no matter where you are your eyes in that one constant search of him and then to find him in moments like these - LIFE i say !!!!!!!!
like the sec you see the song like on his channel and that one beautiful confusion of it was the same song that he gave you back then and that need to shut the eyes and that beauuuuuuutifully there.......
listening to it over the fone and the reason you loved it the strings again......
to realizing he still did love you.....
like from that moment after that strugle to just be around with a straight face on....
cause your mind all of you on the inside having that momen of their own and finally when you couldnt just be there for longer you make an excuse and just leave from there......
the model asks again if you could drop her and al and take her and first thing to tonique....
like bas aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaj thoooooooooo breeeeeeezer bantaaaaa he thaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!
to just be with his music playing and your mind happy high on him and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!
pata haii charlie smtimes reliving momenst from back then and to visually live that presence of his from back then this one feeeeeeeeeeeel it gives you.....
lik gvk wale places mein bhi when you relive a memory of his from there and shut yoru eeys and see him and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel he was THAT close to you.....
like THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT close to you !!!!!!!!
haath aage karluu and pakad luu wala CLOSE !!!!!!!!!!
like uskaaa naaam bulao and he would turn like you coud call him hold him touch him like he was there there...... aisaaa kabiii ittaaaaaaa ek saath of him rushing through you this one feeeeeeel it gives you if all that was a dream for real.....
like itttaaaaaaaaaaaa it has changed it actually makes me wonder smtimes it all was a dream.....?!
like uneeeee utttaaaaa paaaaaaas kii bulau aur palteee pakad luuu aur ruk jayeee....
like utaaaaaa paaas !!!!!!!!
like whooo hotaa nai agar tumm aaaj deke thooo aisaaa lagtaaa all of that was dream yaa actual mein thaaa waisaaa !!!
like did happen for real real !!
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