from the last nite misseeeing high to this morning when you wake up and realize no dream too !!
and that weird feeeel now even for one nite if you dont get to dream him its like missing out on seeing him for real wali feeeeling....
off n out for work today when the serious work finally happens designs finalized and that need to take the day off as the conversations were getting more wedding wale.... again one of those things you do to hold your mind off from the actual thing of marriage.....
out n away when the driver keeps asking if to head home and you just take a few turns with mind still that lost and yet that need to be awaay.... through this bad jam almost an hour and looking yaha waha that restless feeeeling and that need to see him there on his channel now it works like almost whatsapp dp of his as lil as you can see him there in times like these it just fills up smthing....
see him there and that one new song like there.... listen to it and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling it was me only !!!!!!!!!!!
smthings again no logic no reason no trying to make sense if that is there then what this is the reality side of it....
again when that side of your mind stops working all it gets highhhhhhhhhh happpyyyyyyyy high is on the fact that its exaaaaaaaaaaaactly how you feeeeeel him holding you away....
the waaaaaaaaay all of you on the inside literally screams awaaaay thinking knowing its meeee only ayyyaaaaaaaaa whooo biiiiii mere liyeeee he thaaaa bolkeee....
like that sudden rush of happiness and start to play all his unchecked songs too....
likethe ones that make the misseeeeeeeeeeeeeeing waaaaaaaaay more worse than the normal levels....
and that includes all of hsi right from the very start of his songs.....
right from the first one to the recent one......
call from workshop and work needed to be done but your mind still trippin happpyyyyyy hgih and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!
like you couldnt wait for a sec longer to be home and download the song right awaaaaay.....
on your way home this one streeet a lil away from the workshop almost sunset and that empty.... ask the driver to stop by and decide to drive from there.....
cause yesterday that neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to jsut be on your own with his music playing and to just sing out loud without havign to worry bout whose there or not......
like to jst beeee for as long as you wanted to in your places.....
and today you decide you will learn dheere dheeree but will for sure.....
and you struggle like thats one still verryyyyyyyyyyyyyy understated word to what it actually felt like like ek jooote ka lace nai samaj ataaa aur ab ye ek clutch nai samaj aaataa..... aise cheezaaa log banateee kyuuuuuuu merkuuu nai saamj ata charlie....
like couldnt they do smthing that could skip the thing only !!!!!!!
sooo yah and this one spot with the sun right under some tree like not literally obvsly but the waay it looks like and you just be there take a pic... and the way it looks like a painting only as galti se you clicked on some moving image mode or smthing it was.....
head out finally get off driivng like not clal it driving bhiii what only it wassss !!!!!!!
gaadi kuuu hichkiii maare jaisaaa thaaa whooo !!
take a walk and the waaaaaaaaaaaay it just gets that beauutifully winder..... trees moving that hush sound that feeeeel of the rains almost closeby and you walk under these trees where could almost feeel the leaves touching the tip of your nose away.... and that one similar moment that you lived when you that stronlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy felt him instead....
like that usual style of his chummmiii touching the tip of your nose away to eating it awaay much nefore the chummiii....
and that misseeeeing only got worse get back in and a lil away see this chai ka thela... stop by and order for some chai and just be sitting on the edge of the door.....
his way again.....
it was that beauuuuuuuutiful charlie.....
all his songs from the start playing and THAT much of him rushing through you......
sitting his way too.....
and as you shut your eyes and just be feeeeeeeling that wild wind in the air this onemoment.....
when he comes over to see you late in the evening and akss you where you wanted to go and eat as he was very hungry and you tell him the chai place...... and that adooooooooooooooooooorable nod of his calling you mad asking eat there and you still nod back....
again it wasnt bout the food or the chai there bt that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of living him under the orange street lights.....
just thosel ights there and then to live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him under.....
it just used to look like all of him was glowing that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully making him look all the more beautiful and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaaaaay he just nods watching you look at him and maybe knows why you tell him you wanted to be there.....
on the way jokes bout karely gfs pizza bolte burger bolte coffeee bolte chai nai bolte reee.....
the sec you are gett off order for some chai and he orders for some dosa and tells the guy to add more chutney that was less spicey knowing you wouldnt eat the more spicey one.....
asks you to get back in the car fataak se as the crowd grows and even as you walk back to the car the waaaaaaaaay he faaataak se comes peeche see and is there till you sit in the car ask him why and the waaay he says he saw two three guys walking towards you and wanted to make usre you were safe in the car.....
his usual instructions lock the door inside.... once comes with chai and that adooooorably sits on the edge of the door one hand over your leg and sips away looking yaha waah ..... thiose few mins your life i say !!!!!!!!!!!!1
to just live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just looks that much more beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful under those lights.... and that nod of his saying hauu isliye boli nai chai place......
and takes the cup away from your hand and throws it away cause it was cold by then and thats how lost you were in him....
every detail of him charlie like they just used to hold you awaaaaay.... like you dont wanna loook at anything but him..... to just live those details of him making the most of his presence !!!!!!!!!!!
smthings you write and this THIS feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and that weird feeeel now even for one nite if you dont get to dream him its like missing out on seeing him for real wali feeeeling....
off n out for work today when the serious work finally happens designs finalized and that need to take the day off as the conversations were getting more wedding wale.... again one of those things you do to hold your mind off from the actual thing of marriage.....
out n away when the driver keeps asking if to head home and you just take a few turns with mind still that lost and yet that need to be awaay.... through this bad jam almost an hour and looking yaha waha that restless feeeeling and that need to see him there on his channel now it works like almost whatsapp dp of his as lil as you can see him there in times like these it just fills up smthing....
see him there and that one new song like there.... listen to it and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling it was me only !!!!!!!!!!!
smthings again no logic no reason no trying to make sense if that is there then what this is the reality side of it....
again when that side of your mind stops working all it gets highhhhhhhhhh happpyyyyyyyy high is on the fact that its exaaaaaaaaaaaactly how you feeeeeel him holding you away....
the waaaaaaaaay all of you on the inside literally screams awaaaay thinking knowing its meeee only ayyyaaaaaaaaa whooo biiiiii mere liyeeee he thaaaa bolkeee....
like that sudden rush of happiness and start to play all his unchecked songs too....
likethe ones that make the misseeeeeeeeeeeeeeing waaaaaaaaay more worse than the normal levels....
and that includes all of hsi right from the very start of his songs.....
right from the first one to the recent one......
call from workshop and work needed to be done but your mind still trippin happpyyyyyy hgih and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!
like you couldnt wait for a sec longer to be home and download the song right awaaaaay.....
on your way home this one streeet a lil away from the workshop almost sunset and that empty.... ask the driver to stop by and decide to drive from there.....
cause yesterday that neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to jsut be on your own with his music playing and to just sing out loud without havign to worry bout whose there or not......
like to jst beeee for as long as you wanted to in your places.....
and today you decide you will learn dheere dheeree but will for sure.....
and you struggle like thats one still verryyyyyyyyyyyyyy understated word to what it actually felt like like ek jooote ka lace nai samaj ataaa aur ab ye ek clutch nai samaj aaataa..... aise cheezaaa log banateee kyuuuuuuu merkuuu nai saamj ata charlie....
like couldnt they do smthing that could skip the thing only !!!!!!!
sooo yah and this one spot with the sun right under some tree like not literally obvsly but the waay it looks like and you just be there take a pic... and the way it looks like a painting only as galti se you clicked on some moving image mode or smthing it was.....
head out finally get off driivng like not clal it driving bhiii what only it wassss !!!!!!!
gaadi kuuu hichkiii maare jaisaaa thaaa whooo !!
take a walk and the waaaaaaaaaaaay it just gets that beauutifully winder..... trees moving that hush sound that feeeeel of the rains almost closeby and you walk under these trees where could almost feeel the leaves touching the tip of your nose away.... and that one similar moment that you lived when you that stronlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy felt him instead....
like that usual style of his chummmiii touching the tip of your nose away to eating it awaay much nefore the chummiii....
and that misseeeeing only got worse get back in and a lil away see this chai ka thela... stop by and order for some chai and just be sitting on the edge of the door.....
his way again.....
it was that beauuuuuuuutiful charlie.....
all his songs from the start playing and THAT much of him rushing through you......
sitting his way too.....
and as you shut your eyes and just be feeeeeeeling that wild wind in the air this onemoment.....
when he comes over to see you late in the evening and akss you where you wanted to go and eat as he was very hungry and you tell him the chai place...... and that adooooooooooooooooooorable nod of his calling you mad asking eat there and you still nod back....
again it wasnt bout the food or the chai there bt that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of living him under the orange street lights.....
just thosel ights there and then to live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him under.....
it just used to look like all of him was glowing that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully making him look all the more beautiful and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaaaaay he just nods watching you look at him and maybe knows why you tell him you wanted to be there.....
on the way jokes bout karely gfs pizza bolte burger bolte coffeee bolte chai nai bolte reee.....
the sec you are gett off order for some chai and he orders for some dosa and tells the guy to add more chutney that was less spicey knowing you wouldnt eat the more spicey one.....
asks you to get back in the car fataak se as the crowd grows and even as you walk back to the car the waaaaaaaaay he faaataak se comes peeche see and is there till you sit in the car ask him why and the waaay he says he saw two three guys walking towards you and wanted to make usre you were safe in the car.....
his usual instructions lock the door inside.... once comes with chai and that adooooorably sits on the edge of the door one hand over your leg and sips away looking yaha waah ..... thiose few mins your life i say !!!!!!!!!!!!1
to just live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just looks that much more beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful under those lights.... and that nod of his saying hauu isliye boli nai chai place......
and takes the cup away from your hand and throws it away cause it was cold by then and thats how lost you were in him....
every detail of him charlie like they just used to hold you awaaaaay.... like you dont wanna loook at anything but him..... to just live those details of him making the most of his presence !!!!!!!!!!!
smthings you write and this THIS feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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