Monday 13 May 2019

To just know its you...

from thinking it to be for somebody else to realizing it was bout you !!!!!!!

like today those few mins there and reliving that beauuuuuuuuty of him and his love for you in that chai place and then listening to the songs again and that feeeeeeeeeel agar itttaaaaaaaa pyaar kartaa thooo ye kyaaa hai....

like mein thoo kidhar ni jaaari and if he is scared to lose then why the distance....

like it was that weirdly beautiful confusing state of mind.... and there was that beuatiful wind in the air making you feeeeeeeel his love all the more....

his music charlie it just transports you in a world where its all and just Him.....

like you literally breathe Him !!!!!!!

its a beautiful feeeeeeeeling and too beautiful for any words poetry quotes to be defined with.....

THAT beautiful !!!!!!

it definitely fills up that nth fraction of that massive misseeeeeeeeeing rushing through you.....

but that one feeeeeel of finding him in every corner you be at be it on boards saying Chetan or watching peoples khaki chaddi and living him from back then in bombay in the same khaki chaddi and reliving his legs visual as you watch him walk back to his building after dropping you at the auto.... to just living that looooooooooooooooooooooooooooove of his for you in his beatles song.....

i wanna hold your hand...

the waaaaaaaaaaay he just knew it was your happy song is your happy Him song......

for life !!!!!!!!

and also puts the very same one as the ringtone for his number on your fone that he got for you on your birthday and is now with him nottttttttttt going there to that topic.... sooooo yaaaaaaaaaaah and then right there before you calls you on your fone and then looks at you as the song plays and if onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy charlie i sweaaaaar mummy nai hoteeeee nai as it was your place uskuuuuuu udaaaaaaaaar he chummiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kardetiii thiii pooooora ka poooooora i swear......

like you even take a step or two towards him as you couldnt contain your happiness rushing juping inside of you....

as you dint know back then you could do that on your fone add some song as the ringtone.....

and it was then he also shares how pehle he had colorblind as his ringtone fo rhis ex gf..... and that day for you he jsut felt like cause he kneww he could do that and also knew that would make you the happiest as it was your most looooooved and even more importntly it was your song :DDDDDDDD

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa chippyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i waanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hold Your haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand cause wen i touch Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu i feeeeeeeeeeeel happpppy insiiiiiiiiide its suchaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling i caaaaaaaaant hideeeeeeee i canttt hideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeaaaaah i wannnaaaaaaaaa hold Youuuuuuuur hand !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ab tummmmmmm zorkeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yaaaaaaaad areeeeeee miyaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  


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