there is thing bout knowing things in your mind and then to feeel them !!!!!
to feel it, i sanother story altogether.....
like you were that sure THAT sure he'll block you on his movie page too..... like THAT sure ki you smtimes check if he blocked n most of the times to check if the trailer was up...
and finally in th evening when you notice BLOCKED !!!!!!!!!
smthings you can never reallyget used to no matter how many zillion times it has been this way.....
its that thing charlie to seee how disgusted someone you loved the MOST the one and only could be that disgusted that very same one THAT disgusted by your presence even on his professional acc..... like you were just there to see his movie trailer smthing you have waited longest for.....
and there too blocked !!!!!!!
like hates you to another level only.....
then as the feeeeel slowly settles down that one weird guilt when you know he cant stand your presence anywhere like disgusted with it then why be after or anywhere close to him.... when all he wants is your absence.....
the way it weirdly felt even worse......
like apne oopar he that weird feeeeling.....
that one question why are you the way you are.... why cant you jsut change yourself...... change this you that you are.......
to feel it, i sanother story altogether.....
like you were that sure THAT sure he'll block you on his movie page too..... like THAT sure ki you smtimes check if he blocked n most of the times to check if the trailer was up...
and finally in th evening when you notice BLOCKED !!!!!!!!!
smthings you can never reallyget used to no matter how many zillion times it has been this way.....
its that thing charlie to seee how disgusted someone you loved the MOST the one and only could be that disgusted that very same one THAT disgusted by your presence even on his professional acc..... like you were just there to see his movie trailer smthing you have waited longest for.....
and there too blocked !!!!!!!
like hates you to another level only.....
then as the feeeeel slowly settles down that one weird guilt when you know he cant stand your presence anywhere like disgusted with it then why be after or anywhere close to him.... when all he wants is your absence.....
the way it weirdly felt even worse......
like apne oopar he that weird feeeeling.....
that one question why are you the way you are.... why cant you jsut change yourself...... change this you that you are.......
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