Tuesday 21 May 2019

To just feeeeel the moments... and not just live them through !!

that moment as you sit back with your mom and up the volume of his musc and relive that beauuty of the wind to that moment of realizin how someone random was that close to you and talking to you actually and you dint even realize it until the guy asks his name.....

it was like all through that moment maybe in your mind you still were talking to Him only.... like in a way talking bout Him to him only.... the waaay that moment was that beautifully weird....

it was only when the guy asks his name do you realzie aishaaaa thooo ineee nai hai ye bolkeee wali loudest ting i say !!!!!!!

it was lving him in the winds those smoke circles it wasnt just bout how beauuuuutiful and almost magical smoke rings he use dto make..... its that whole process charlie.....

aishaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and the way he looks that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful !!!!!!!!!!!!

that one face he'll make first thooo then look at you and see that wait in you cause by then you could that strongly sense he was just bout to do smthing you loved like you could that clearly see it in him.....

and the sec he takes that puff and then pouts awaaaaaaaaay ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ting ting ting ting bolkeeeeeee smoke rings one after the other.......

and then watch you that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully going crazy over each one of them......

and then know it again you would ask him to do it again and that nodddddd that one adoooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable nod of his with that slight beauuuuuuuuuuuutiful smile on him.... saying a no and you dont say or write a word and just in ishaara wait still wait and that another different nod this tme and he does it againn..... its that whole process like the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay his expressions his smileeeeeees his nods change through that process......

the waaaaaaay he looks at you in a zillion differen beauuuuuuutiful ways throughoyt that process......

ab bolooo fir sirf smoke rings tak kaiseee rehtaa......

to just watch those dust smoke or whatever the wind mad eit look like float away in the air was like lving him living that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him..... and with the treee moving that wild was like him again..... wooooooosh bolkeeeeeeee ayaaaaaaaaaa woooooooosh bolkeeeeee wapis peecheee kaara.....

all of this to that beauty of his music.....

one of the songs that you lived Him loooooooooved him felt him the most with......

it was beyond beautiful.......

smthing that filled you up with that THAT much of him and also with that beautiful realizatin of how just finding someone like that close to you was smthing that you have always only been used to share it with him.....

ever since having felt that closeness for the first time.... been always him and will be......

like that space clsoe to you beside you just his i say !!!!!!

the waaaaay it makes you feeel that weird feeeel of but it was Him nai right there !!!!!!!!!!

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