Friday 31 May 2019

The Ultimate Sukoon...!

ayyyaaaaaaaaa when your mind is this happppppppy high cause it almost felt like you saw him only !!!!!!!!!!

like you donno how to get this down just so you could write the day out....

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa when you see things like these feel this feeeeeeeling now... do you realize how maaaaaad baaaaaaaaad you miss seeing him..... like even the slightest smthing of him do you find or see in anything random and the waaaaaaay it makes you feel after......

like now now this feeeel this rush through you !!!!!!!

his hands all you can see with rolled up sleeves his lil lil curls around his ears his forehead his head with rayban on... his pout that used to that adooooooooorably come with certain words that he would spell.....

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ineeeeeeee potttaaa hoke how this beauuuuuuuuuuutiful i swear !!!!!!!!!!

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh back to the start of the day when you wake up with that ultimate sukooon !!!!!!

Him...

when you just be listening to all him yesterday yesterdaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy not getting over antytime soon i say.......

soooooo yah back to the day last nite better.... when you just be listening to all him and that feeel the more you do missing only getting worse with that weird confusion despite of not wanting to.....

cause this same uneasineess after blocking him makes you feel......

but this time it just is that badly needed.....

like its better you keep away.....

and then there is thing everytime your friend or some client comments over your recent pic saying you do look tired but strangely beautiful n happy.... like your friend actually says its your best pic cause you look happy in it......

how in the world could you not possibly be happy when you are in his street that close to the most beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful memories of your life youve lived..... with Him.....

like that day there was nooooo way you wanted to go any closer and yet end up and then when you are there like that one smile on the face..... like you just couldnt hold back when even the client comments on how there was that one constant smile on you even with the meet on.....

def your most loved pic cause you were in his street that close to the place youve lived the most beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful memories of your life.....

versions of his love versions of living him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa you should just seee him charlie.... ghar pe its smthing else......

like him wanting you to live every possible version of him and adooooooooooore and loooooooove each one of them....

like every corner of that house is a most beautiful memory with him......

every single one including his washroom or including his most loved Lucky's poop spot too !!!!!!!

soooooooooo yaaaaaaah !!!!!!!!!

jsut beee listenign to all him with some beuatifully ironic tracks and then sunte sunte you donno wehn you finally sleep...

even as you write now these goosebumps !!!!!!!!!!!

ist when you live moments like these even be it in the dream do you realize how anything to everything with him was making you more his..... just bout anything to everything i say !!

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