this one time in some chat as it was bout not knowing things and he talks bout how he'll guide you along....
and you just nod saying you donno like ab nai maloom and him nodding awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay his that hmmm nod ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one nod i swear bas gayiiiiiiii !!!!!!!!!
even reliving it now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and he tells you this very same thing......
that he'll tell you when the time comes...
and yesterday to listen to the exact words with those visuals from the very same moment in the chat......
to relive his expressions smiles and nods through that conversation......
as you keep telling him you are dumb thta ways and him nodding with that one comfort a sesky comfort though but that one comfort telling you in a way he is there to tell you !!
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!
and the sec you sort of literally gain your senses back from that him high you were on after the song stops playing and you stop it literally......
realizing it was for someone......
literally avoid listening to it again cause now it was making you feel otherwise....
to this day today from a morning like that one to the much beautiful sunset at his galli to on the way no matter where you look all you could see was him..... again when every face you look at becomes that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully him..... like literally evry face you look at was him......
no matter where you see......
to that urgent call from workshop get some work done there home and that need to be away again.....
head out for a late walk again your search for some peace now..... late nite walks with his music playing......
and that need to listen to that track one time from yesterday and you find this new one today.....
and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa complete dream continuation feels with that same scream i say it was for me only !!!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay the words of the track feel like here you dreamt of him lived him and that very same moment he lived the same one there.... as weirdly mad crazy as this sounds even writing out this is exactly how and what the song makes you feel like.....
there was this track last nite that you find that again had those weird feels bout being someone elses love and then missing loving someone taking care of someone being cared by someone...
and it also was similar to the stat eof mind you were in......
and this song just like his dreams was in a way an answer to what and how exactly you felt like......
again this happens with his dreams too when you miss him in a way or are in a confused state trying to find an answer even with his absence he is there in the dream that very nite in exactly the same way sharing a moment telling you in a wordless beautiful way smtimes and smtimes just holding you more n more closer telling you to wait wait pls wait karely......
and this track was like listening to your dreams play.....
almost every word of it....
like wakes up with that frustration after living a futuristic moment......again that same feeel of yours this morning waking from a dream that was moving waaaay forward in life and you wake up and land back into the same reality.....
to making a promise to take care of you and jjsut needs time to get with it.....
like all in all it was bout that needs time to get on with it...... asking to wait !!
like from that song to the track from yesterday bout loving you and just being yours like all of that suddenly feels like yours......
like its all you wali beautiful feeeeeeeeeeeeeling !!!!!!!!!!!
again even as you write out now this state of mind that song made you feel it still feeeeeels madness absolute madness but again nai malooom charlie just bout the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay smthings can make you feel !!!!!!!!!!!!
its like all of you it sort of drawn that beauuuuuuuuutifully to how and what it made you feel like.....
like it was almost him holding your hand and guiding you along to clear that disturbign reality that you were slammed with.......
like you know guide you along with his dreams with that beauuuuutiful sound of his music......
cause knowing him to him music is like an extension of his state of mind like to know him is to live and feeeeel his music..... like if he feeels smthing you can tooootally feeeeeeel that feeeeeeeel of his in his that very moment song..... no wonder you feeeeeel him the most with his music......
cause thats how his music has always been like connecting you with his love ever since the start as he puts his headphones over your ears and just holds it that way and plays his music..... first time that close to you and yet that beauuuuuuuuuuuuutifully familiar.....
like it dosnt shake you or move you away but just the waaaaaaay he just stands ther eholding his headfones over you and watches you listen to his music with that wiat in him for you to like it..... and you dint the first time and years now after everytime you feeeeeeeeeeeeeel this beautiful state of mthing with his music lil did you know then you would be breathing him with his music.......
literally sound of your life i say......
his words again to love someone completely you need to love their details too and is why he always that badly wanted you to like his music if not love.... that one love of his to share those moments with you of those initials days after in love......
to just live him in those moments was like watching his love for you from those initial days that you had no idea bout then......
to think of it now charlie this sudden ting as you write now it ws like he was making up for those lost moments that you missed out on realizin his love for you.....
when the nite gets this beauuuuuuuutifully mad i say !!!!!!!!!
mind overworked or just this almost happy high on him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and you just nod saying you donno like ab nai maloom and him nodding awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay his that hmmm nod ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one nod i swear bas gayiiiiiiii !!!!!!!!!
even reliving it now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and he tells you this very same thing......
that he'll tell you when the time comes...
and yesterday to listen to the exact words with those visuals from the very same moment in the chat......
to relive his expressions smiles and nods through that conversation......
as you keep telling him you are dumb thta ways and him nodding with that one comfort a sesky comfort though but that one comfort telling you in a way he is there to tell you !!
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!
and the sec you sort of literally gain your senses back from that him high you were on after the song stops playing and you stop it literally......
realizing it was for someone......
literally avoid listening to it again cause now it was making you feel otherwise....
to this day today from a morning like that one to the much beautiful sunset at his galli to on the way no matter where you look all you could see was him..... again when every face you look at becomes that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully him..... like literally evry face you look at was him......
no matter where you see......
to that urgent call from workshop get some work done there home and that need to be away again.....
head out for a late walk again your search for some peace now..... late nite walks with his music playing......
and that need to listen to that track one time from yesterday and you find this new one today.....
and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa complete dream continuation feels with that same scream i say it was for me only !!!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay the words of the track feel like here you dreamt of him lived him and that very same moment he lived the same one there.... as weirdly mad crazy as this sounds even writing out this is exactly how and what the song makes you feel like.....
there was this track last nite that you find that again had those weird feels bout being someone elses love and then missing loving someone taking care of someone being cared by someone...
and it also was similar to the stat eof mind you were in......
and this song just like his dreams was in a way an answer to what and how exactly you felt like......
again this happens with his dreams too when you miss him in a way or are in a confused state trying to find an answer even with his absence he is there in the dream that very nite in exactly the same way sharing a moment telling you in a wordless beautiful way smtimes and smtimes just holding you more n more closer telling you to wait wait pls wait karely......
and this track was like listening to your dreams play.....
almost every word of it....
like wakes up with that frustration after living a futuristic moment......again that same feeel of yours this morning waking from a dream that was moving waaaay forward in life and you wake up and land back into the same reality.....
to making a promise to take care of you and jjsut needs time to get with it.....
like all in all it was bout that needs time to get on with it...... asking to wait !!
like from that song to the track from yesterday bout loving you and just being yours like all of that suddenly feels like yours......
like its all you wali beautiful feeeeeeeeeeeeeling !!!!!!!!!!!
again even as you write out now this state of mind that song made you feel it still feeeeeels madness absolute madness but again nai malooom charlie just bout the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay smthings can make you feel !!!!!!!!!!!!
its like all of you it sort of drawn that beauuuuuuuuutifully to how and what it made you feel like.....
like it was almost him holding your hand and guiding you along to clear that disturbign reality that you were slammed with.......
like you know guide you along with his dreams with that beauuuuutiful sound of his music......
cause knowing him to him music is like an extension of his state of mind like to know him is to live and feeeeel his music..... like if he feeels smthing you can tooootally feeeeeeel that feeeeeeeel of his in his that very moment song..... no wonder you feeeeeel him the most with his music......
cause thats how his music has always been like connecting you with his love ever since the start as he puts his headphones over your ears and just holds it that way and plays his music..... first time that close to you and yet that beauuuuuuuuuuuuutifully familiar.....
like it dosnt shake you or move you away but just the waaaaaaay he just stands ther eholding his headfones over you and watches you listen to his music with that wiat in him for you to like it..... and you dint the first time and years now after everytime you feeeeeeeeeeeeeel this beautiful state of mthing with his music lil did you know then you would be breathing him with his music.......
literally sound of your life i say......
his words again to love someone completely you need to love their details too and is why he always that badly wanted you to like his music if not love.... that one love of his to share those moments with you of those initials days after in love......
to just live him in those moments was like watching his love for you from those initial days that you had no idea bout then......
to think of it now charlie this sudden ting as you write now it ws like he was making up for those lost moments that you missed out on realizin his love for you.....
when the nite gets this beauuuuuuuutifully mad i say !!!!!!!!!
mind overworked or just this almost happy high on him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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