Thursday 2 May 2019

when you donno what it is...

liek from that sec of feeeeeeeling his presence with the song.....

to after when you walk out of the off and head out for a bit to just be to this coffee place.... just like you just neeeded that bit of time to soak in what you just felt there.....

whoo hota nai charlie like some moments dont after all feeel like just a moment !!

like they leave you with that much more of smthing else.... smthing which you cant possibly define or even make sense of what it was but just did fill you up with that wordless smthing... and you couldnt just go on with a straight face like nothing really did happen.... the guy keeps calling as it was gettig late for the shoot the model was ready and you were away lost in all of Him......

finally after a coffee later head back and in discusiion the guy asks you to save the editors number and you take the fone out and that oen question from the guy asking you if it was your boyfriend or fiance....

Him on your wallpaper and that oen feeeeeeeeeel of the question cause you dinno what to reply to that....

ignore the question away and get on with the number and finally head out to the shoot that question still stays with you through out the shooot....

looking at the gulmohars lost in yoru own world even as the guy keeps asking you to check with the shots before moving with the other and you keep saying it was good and all.... and then actually say a good to a blank one and thats when they ask if you wanted the shoot for another day as you looked confused and all.....

LOST i was charlie and HOWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!!!!

like whoooooooooo Him wali feeeel with the song playing like of all the songs that one song of His and that day only like shoot day pe he.... like that one logic you couldnt just take it as one simple mere coincidence cause thats how much youve missed him at every step of career that youve taken up just soooooo you could keep your mind busy and most importantly not be after him kinds.....

and every step writing working freelance then after then the initial random casual designing to this one lil but bigger step for you going minimal bridal was smthing you wanted him that baaaaad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its that thing of anything goes wrong the first one to think of for peace Him and when anything big happens the first and only one you can think of to share it with scream out with Him again !!!!!

like the only one always ever since the start...!

to that question of the guy who it was on your screen.....

like you just be living him loooking that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful in that blue shirt with his signature shade style over his head and his even more signature white shoes :DDDDDDD

like the question you were lost then and now while writing but the sec you mention his white shoes ayyyaaaaaaaa this one sudden khushi it suddenly fills you up with.... ab joote ke saaath bhi uskeeeee ayyyaaaaaa what memeories only !!!!!!!!!!

uskeeeeeeeee jooote ke saaath bhiii pyaaar i say !!!!!!!!!

and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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