Wednesday 29 May 2019

Face talk !!

even if his lips dont move not even the slightest bit it was like his complete face talks to you instead....

like from that moment when he just looks at you with your one foot out and almsot bout to step out and jus that one look from him it was like all of him asking you not to leave without him uttering a single word.....

like just that one look from him is when he wouldnt say a word but his face does the talk and HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!!

that beauuuuuuuutifully held away and not wanting you to leave....

to that moment when he stops there mandir ke peeche and then looks at you and then gets that adooooooooooorably confused himself saying khula khula hai nai poora aju baju and off to another location hunt....

and eventually land up at your own stairs place and then says idhar udhar kaiku gaye apan idhar apna chota opera rak leke !!

like that stair place did become your mini opera corner......

its not bout how long youve been with him for but that one sec of his missing that you see in his eyes and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it just holds you awaaaaaay like you cant move dont wanna move away from him....... that beauuuuuuuuuutifully held by him !!!!!!

soooooooooooo yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!

today when its a day off you take from work cause you just wanted to be with his music and away from it all....

clean the car away with his music playing loud all by yourself....

come back and your mom says its some day today and was the best day to get the car pooja done as the skoda one has been through many accidents by now with that thing bout wrong time purchase thing and with almost that close to selling it away she decides to get some pooja done for both the cars......

its this thing now bout your car this loooveee i say cause just to see that number on it 86 is like again Him smthing to do with Him there with you...... and that makes you love your car all the more take care of it more..... like making sure you clean it yourself ask the driver a zillion times to drive carefully like now its not just a car its that beauty of smthing to do with him with his presence that beauuuuuuutifully with you.... like the first thing every morning before you get in is to look at the number plate makes you smile His born year it is the most special date year of your life i say !!!!!!!!

like that date on the calendar that month on the calendar that year on the calendar means LIFE to you !!!!!!!!!

cause HE was born !!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

and to just see that number on is like being more than thankful for that one day i say......

finally out and the usual temple that you go to was too busy for poojas looking yaha waah and you point towards this one....

the emergency hideout temple.....

the sec you are there get off that much rush up the volume of his music and you just couldnt stop smiling cause al you could see was him looking at you waiting for a yes or not this location ishara from you.... right behind the mandir....

get off and walk towards the other side of the temple and shut your eyes to relive that moment.....

there was that street lamp there pole like thing and that nite too dark around cause there were no flyovers or metro things around with that brigt light....

just that orange street light and under that to seeeeee that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him.....

his adooooooooooooooooooooorable big eyes waiting for your signal his smileeeeeeeeeee ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully love high.....

all of him living your silence and you living that beauuuuuuuuuty of him under that ornage street light.....

you could never tell him but in moments like those whenever you live him under the street lights like it used to make you that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully blank lost in him like you  cant hear a thing think a thing but just live and adoooooooooore that beauuuuuuuuuty of him.....

like even in that moment then you dint find the place right as it wasnt really safe with open all aorund but to live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him under that light you dont fataaak se say a no or a yes....

and instead just live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him......

finally just watching you that lost in him nods away saying merku ye jagah sai nai lagri.... moves away and you ask him to wait for a bit and live him some more.......

and that adooooooooooooooooooooooorably drives speeds away saying merseee nai horaaa !!!!!!!!!!!

smthings you relive n write now and the waaaaay it even years after makes you laugh awaay at his adoooorablenesss !!!!!!!!!!!!

that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him charlie i swear......

even in moments of rush of love there was that one adooooooooooooooooooorable kid in him that you could see feeel loooooooooooooooooove and adooooooooooooooore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chipppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ye tuneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kyaaaaaa kiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa suchaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa yummmmmmmmmmmmmieeeeeeeeeee cutieeeeeeeeeee i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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