like there are parts of her story that keep making you hold back your own mind..... and then there is the most part of the story that was already taking you back in time.... like you sit there and listen to her bu the sec she gets back to her outfit details you are lost.....
like the sec that break happens and back to work it seems like and thats hwen your escape happens in your mind..... up the volume of his music and that neeeeed to jsut feeeeeeel him as you relive him....
and eevrytime you did that that one place is all you could start with.....
from those initial dropping you back home to living those beauuuuutiful versions of him and his love for you in that very place.....
and then out of nowhere when your friend sends you that pic that one feeeeel i say !!!!!!!!
smthing else.....
out for late lunch with her and on the way she wanted to stop by for icecream and the first thing she orders magnum and you say it out ill have his chocobar.....
second time face nai full body palm moment i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!
luckily the guy heard just the chocobar thing but here she was laughing her lungs out literally.... like saying did you actually crack that dirty joke which again initially you dont get it.....
cause in your mind you were more embarrssed for saying it out cause chocobar is His chocobar only for you....
like thats his ultimate fav icecream.... even on your that second birthday with him alsmot dropping you back and you finally tell him as if he dint know it was your birthday that day as he makes you cry by saying smthing you dont wanna repeat....
and the very first he that adoooooooooooooooooooooooooooorably asks you icecream khaati chocobar khaati?!
like iccream for him meant chocobar most of his bachpan again smthing he did share with you... like standard love for chocolates being dairymilk and icecreams mein chocobar it was....
and ever since then chocobar did become his chocobar cause as and when you pass by those icecream bandis thats the only you order His chocobar.....
like thats when you know thats howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww lost your mind by then was.....
and thats when you even call off rest of the meet and tell her that you had to head back home......
on your waay back the very first thing you had to was be in that very place of yours from back then....
to just be in His space.... and feeeeeeeeeel him liveee him the most !!!!!!!!!
like the sec that break happens and back to work it seems like and thats hwen your escape happens in your mind..... up the volume of his music and that neeeeed to jsut feeeeeeel him as you relive him....
and eevrytime you did that that one place is all you could start with.....
from those initial dropping you back home to living those beauuuuutiful versions of him and his love for you in that very place.....
and then out of nowhere when your friend sends you that pic that one feeeeel i say !!!!!!!!
smthing else.....
out for late lunch with her and on the way she wanted to stop by for icecream and the first thing she orders magnum and you say it out ill have his chocobar.....
second time face nai full body palm moment i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!
luckily the guy heard just the chocobar thing but here she was laughing her lungs out literally.... like saying did you actually crack that dirty joke which again initially you dont get it.....
cause in your mind you were more embarrssed for saying it out cause chocobar is His chocobar only for you....
like thats his ultimate fav icecream.... even on your that second birthday with him alsmot dropping you back and you finally tell him as if he dint know it was your birthday that day as he makes you cry by saying smthing you dont wanna repeat....
and the very first he that adoooooooooooooooooooooooooooorably asks you icecream khaati chocobar khaati?!
like iccream for him meant chocobar most of his bachpan again smthing he did share with you... like standard love for chocolates being dairymilk and icecreams mein chocobar it was....
and ever since then chocobar did become his chocobar cause as and when you pass by those icecream bandis thats the only you order His chocobar.....
like thats when you know thats howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww lost your mind by then was.....
and thats when you even call off rest of the meet and tell her that you had to head back home......
on your waay back the very first thing you had to was be in that very place of yours from back then....
to just be in His space.... and feeeeeeeeeel him liveee him the most !!!!!!!!!
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