Daaaaaaze!!!!!

 There’s nothing there’s no one I say that could possibly make you feel this way even with his absence too!!!!!!

This you that lilst of something bout him makes you feel this waaaaay is beyooooond it’s like there’s this lil party inside you just celebrating that feeeeeeel of him specially in crowds to just find that moment of him and the waaaaaaay it laces over you is something else!!!!!!

It’s just you alone that knows what exactly is rushing on the inside with that one slightest of him and you find that moemnt and the waaaaay he immediately rushes through you like it’s that sudden transfer of magic energy that from the air gets transpired into you and leaving all of you transformed away like this!!!!!!!

Like in moments like those it’s you and him in your mind him rushing through you and you plug into your him high music and have this party of your own…….where all of this rushing on the inside gets that evident all across your face Arbroath she across the room texts you saying it’s your mind again that you are standing in one corner and smiling away akele akele!!!!!!

Again one of those things he used to do and you ask her to stop texting across the room texts!!!!!

Cause it was all the more making yi smile away pehle beer plus oopar se they mix vodka and something else that sting but that delicious with some pepsi cola flavour so couldn’t keep the glass down……also holding yourself away cause the posture I say just couldn’t stand straight but the plus point malooom it was like you were almsot dancing away on your own it was weird it was beautiful madness cause all through those moments you felt him that steonnnnngly away like he was holding you as you were taking those steps to the restroom whisk fuckinglordofthevodkas of vodka felt like a tightrope walk to the restroom cause every step didn’t seem straight and that feeeeeeeel of him with the music like you could almost seeeeee him holding you loooonijg that slurrerpworthysexyyyyy in that black shirt ayyyaaaaaaa ma telling you miljaaata shirt woichmein shirtichhhh nai bachtaaaa!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa this state of mind right now!!!!!!!!!!