Moments!!!!!

 It’s all this on one side and then there is this beauuuuutyof this sound that brings back that very moment he used to hit your head with his and that wait of his for you to come closer to him to touch his head again with yours and the waaaaaaay he would loook you in the eye constantly through that moemnt to the way he would leave that water bottle in the backseat which he initially always used to have it on the side of the door…….

Knowing you drink too much water he used to leave it at the backseat and as you try to reach out to the bottle with one hand stretching the way he would come close and try n get the bottle at the same time……like that was your moment of being closest to him in those initial days and the waaaaaaay you loooooooooved living him in those moemnts cause the waaaaaay evrythung bout him would transform in an instance like suddenly from that talking kidding razaaakh to this sudden silence those smiiiiles that stare that doesn’t let you blink an eye and the waaaaay he would hold all of you even from a distance without even touching you and yet that beauuuuuutifuo feeeeelinf his face all of him that close to you where you used to lterally breathe him in that moment and yet not a touch and as you get the bottle and move and him at the steering wheel and that Khushi of stealing living that moment of closeness away…….

Ayyyyaaaaaaaaa some sounds and some moemnts and the waaaaaaay it feels like forever now…

When you miss him toooo toooooooooooo much and this sudden state of mind it lands you in……

To just moemnts back to live that rushhhhh of his in his chummi the waaaaaaay he just chummis you away in a rush in way to wake you up like he was lyerally moving over like waking you up and in a rush to chummi you!!!!

This sudden feeeeeeeel on the inside with THIS rush of missing right now!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaa how much how many years how many moments you’ve longed for that one face in the world nai!!!!!!!

THIS LONG!!!!!!!!