SomeVisuals!!!!!!

 This very moment this strong rush of missing close your eyes whilst writing and this habit of yours to always bend a lil and take one look at him inside the car just to see his expression first and then sitting in…..

And that very same visual this beauuuuuuuuuutifullybclear he was high he was sleepy his hair messy and his that one smiiiiiiiiiiiiiile always and that heaaaaart of yours same like always jumping out of you literally !!!!!!

The second you get in he speeds the car and you ask him bout his script and stuff and he takes straight to pizza hut and asks you tho subah se khuch khayi naina!!!!!

That very same second this one feeeeeeeeeeeeeel and you ask him to stop immediately to the side and hold him away and he just chuckles away holding you saying malooom merku and you just ask but how!!!!!!

Holds you tighter without a word!!!!!!!

All that evening him playing his usual under the table with the leg and you wondering how did he know you that way THAT way like you don’t say a thing nothing at all bout the day and what fights you had and yet he knew it all without you having to say a word and that adooooorably says smiiiiiiling that happy smile cause all that in some way made him that happy away just the protesting mode you were in at home and he adoooorably says thoo protest Kari meri karely gharpe and in that slow tone voice asks you never fought pehle nai it’s that beauuuuuuuuty the waaaaays he just knew you……

Like even writing it now it still amazes you years after how did he know you THAT well!!!!!!!!

Like till that extent for him to guess that you fought for him and didn’t eat anything since morning and it was that late in the evening to know that precisely!!!!!!

Also why it made it all this more difficult for you all these years that struggle to get over and finally giving in realising knowning understanding him a part of you the core part of you that’s going to be with you within you for life now…