IWhat!!!!

 There are these high passion things and then there are these other things tooo…..

To see him shake jump and scream seeing the cockroach again to see him slide over a staircase on his bum like he used to to see him eat kulfi same way to wanting to see him again in his smallest chaddis possible to see him wanting him to scream at you same tone like he used to to suddenly hold you the same way again like he used from the back to holding your hand with that same grip same way again jsut when you are trying to hold him…..

Wanting to see him again live him again adore him again love him again……..

What do you want from him, it’s always been just him…nothing more nothing less than him just the way he is with all that he is…!

Suddenly from that buzz it’s like giving visuals and imaginations to the brain I say!!!!!!

Exactly this thing bout writing him out and it’s like the screen the writing holds you wanting more out of you wanting more him out of you and this feeeeeel the waaaay it grows the more you write out!!!!!!