To the THE galli of his place his Bachpan school passing by to his galli with the Maharana statue to the galli just beside where he meets you in that first meet post bup to just at that mall where back was ratnadeeo or some store where he takes you finally for Aamla back then and watches you picking them up and the way you do he comes close cause there was some aunty standing right beside and the way he comes closest like he never did before…all of him that close to your body and does a hmm look at him and realise he was THAT close to you and says something looking you in the eye and you actually lose sense of sound for the first time cause you couldn’t hear a word what he had said just him standing there looking you in the eye and you lost yourself and he says again and it shakes you up and you finally hear him say……you don’t really know how to pick veggies nai and that qdooooooorabke smile and you just nod away saying a no he pushes you aside and starts to take it out for you…
This aunty comes over saying very lucky haan or something like that and passes by and him looking at you chuckling away that adoooooorably and you lost again…….as he goes on talking bout how to pick the right Aamla which he actually tells you didn’t know either he just loved the way you were watching him as he was talking and discussing in depth about the amlas which he had no clue bout the right kind of aamla….cause that’s exactly how you were living that beauuuuty of him away there was that pullllll charlie like you know you see someone and everything in you suddenly feels electrified magnetised like you live that experience that pull like beeeeeinf drawn away and losing and finding yourself back again in that very same space and person…
To you all those moemnts living him away his beauuuutoful details away was all and more of that!!!!!
That very same mall today as you err taking a picture and just a lil ahead bunch of cops with masks and stuff of all cars just stop yours asking to take it aside……
Take your glasses off take the scarf over and that fear and that’s exactly when you hear his voice the sound of him saying no matter what don’t get out or lower your window…
Driver gets out they check the boot and stuff and 4 of them come to your side of the window asking you to lower the window down and in your head looking to the other side shutting your eyes away his words his voice on loop saying the same thing over n over again one look around they were still there saying it again and you take your fone pretending to make some call and they finally let you go….
In that moment more than the fear of them asking you to come out or lower the window the beauuuuuuty of his voice his words on loop even in that tensed situation how why what still doesn’t make sense cause back then it was a completely different scenario why he had said that and whaghteeeee scenario it was for!!!!!
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