This long!!!!!

 Soooooooo yaaaaaaaah!!!!!!

Like he was that sure of you in his life to try and capture the moment like the start of it all like he for sure knew it already…….

And you try to cover the face takes the shot and that smiiiiiile as he sees the picture and that pause and that perfect word……ask him to show and just that feeeeeeeel of seeing a picture of you apart from your mom or brother first time by somebody and to just seee him that happppppy seeing your hand picture too it’s like you see someone that fond of you like visually live that realisation was something else!!!!!

From that moment to the drive there and back all the while that one face of his that ONE him and you were living him away like you’d never lived someone wanted to live see the details of someone felt that pull felt that need to be around and close to someone felt that extra something new feel that you’d never felt before that wasn’t like anything you’d ever felt before……

Like you could literallllllly feeeeeeel your heart smile away the biggest smile possible on the inside just seeing him being him that beauuuuuutifully just him his chuckle his walk him driving and sitting the way he used him nose twitching away and you loving every bit of him and to just feeeeeeeeeeel that way for someone like everything bout him was making you that happppppppy on the inside just someone’s presence charlie makes your day like none of the moments before and this one presence after this transition in you and in your day like you’d never experienced before……

When he wasn’t being razaakh for the first time that day and was just being him and HOW!!!!!!!!