Sound of music…!

 Like if the dream alone wasn’t enough that need to live him more and you get to workout and this first track list and something bout it right from the start the vibe the sound the beat evrythung bout it the waaaaay it was bringing him along…

It’s like frame by frame one visual to the other to this sudden trip of zoomed up versions of him his facial details his expressions his smiles his that shy highhhhh smile of his his that just that beauuuuutkfully high smile of his to that no smile stare that every single time transformed you away!!!!!

What it was how it was just with the flow this something it just did to your mind imagining him things with him in your waking state and amidst a workout that too!!!!!

Maybe this is something you never felt before it just felt that different that state of mind suddenly zoning out from where you are to actually living him upclose and not just living him like your mind literally living doing things away!!!!!!!

And in between all this to realise this thing bout reading somewhere weeks bout masculine energy and feminine energy that some part you are drawn to specifically that does it for you in love…….and to you apart from all of him it’s always been his shoulder and arms to feel him over his shoulder to feeel his arms away when hugging you like you loooooooooved it even in hug as he feels your back you just looooooooved feeeelinf his arms away his shoulder away…….to that feeeeel of him holding you from behind by your shoulder that feeeeel of being all wrapped around and with him!!!!!!!

Things you are writing out things your mind is feeeeeling away this state of mind it’s taking and landing you in and you know it’s only going to make it worse for you but this beauuuuuuuuty of some sounds and the waaaaaaays it can make your mind experience feeeeeeel away things this deeeply even in the absence of him…

Like you remember feeling him more deeply those only 2 times that you’d smoked up like your eyes feeeeeeeeeling away every detail of his as you live the waaaay this morning workout actually felt like almsot same as that experience how you still donnooo!!!!!

Am telling you charlie it’s that black shirt Himcoming magic that he comes with!!!!!!

This mind already now!!!!!!!

Back then you didn’t know what ecstasy he used to mention bout to now live this experience this with some sound to live feeeeeeel him this way was something else!!!!!!!

This mind this face this rushhhhhhhhhhhhhh today this buzzzzz today like you can’t stop smiling and feeeeling this goosebumppppped feeeeeeling literally!!!!!!

This mind right now one strong visualisation I swear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!