Him!!!!!

 The word Versova in the episode to your moms comment bout the way he used to look at you and this was something many people had said then……

Be it mango his friend from the gym asking him and you if you were seeing each other and both of us just friends back then joke bout the guy having gone mad and then the guy adds no you are mad have you seen the way you look at her and to that he doesn’t say a word and takes the guy away from you…..

To his sister too saying she had never seen him look at anybody the way he used to look at you to his dad too at the lunch table saying uncle had only seen him look at two things  that way one is foodand the other being you…….

And he tells uncle something and the end of discussion there whilst uncle still laughing over it you just living that beauuuuty of him again looking at you across the table…..

It’s these visuals charlie ever since his birthday these lilst of moments and these dreams lately going waaaaay beyond the normalcy level and this thing it’s been doing to your mind…..

This one constant run and rush through your mind and you are actually fuelling it somehow bg writing it out more like you can feeeeeel this urge now to write him more cause the waaaaaaaaay it makes you feeeeel as you write him out more now…..

It’s these feeeeels that’s beyond your senses or logics that makes you feel something that gives you something that just fills up sometimhf in you and you donnooo what it is but it just does something away!!!!!