Daaays!!!!

 Trying to sleep get up cause it’s not working play music not working watch this awesome beat boxing series of videos worked initially then phirse not working it’s this restlessness of missing him waaaaay toooo much today that also made you make her stay back at your place tonight……to see if he posts something like she the only tunnel through which you can see him as twisted as it sounds 😂 like the only way……..as it’s post Thursday have half a beer and then that wait again hoping to fall asleep like the other way apart from that tunnel to live him and not working again…

Get up and take a few walks around the house balcony mein timepass nothing works and then finally sit down to listen to his music playlist instead and this one update you notice that says he updated the playlist this year September mein and ANDDDDDDDDDDD that feeeeeeeeeel of missing out on his music!!!!!!

Another hit of a feeeeeeeeling now tho and the waaaaaay his words from back then make so much sense everytime you miss him restlessly like this…when you miss me listen to my music and you’ll find me all over!!!!!

It’s beeeen this wait for his music toooo like almost every other week you check with that hope BIG hope for years now maybe this time maybe some song something!!

How does someone self induce ittttaaaa bhar bhar ke missssing I don’t understand I say!!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lil did you know nai this gorgeous fellow walking away that adoooooooooorabky towards is when and how your life will soon be transformed for life…

THIS missing right now!!!!!!!!!!!!

It’s these flashes of him his lilst of details sound of his voice sound of his chuckle every bit of him rushing through every bit of you now…!