Mornings!!!!!!

 This one feeeeeeeeel to wake up to him a dream like that one!!!!!!

Like suddenly you are this happppy high with this buzzzzz of him again and also this beauuutifully lost cause you are mind is still in that moment……..

Like you just don’t wanna do anything else but just lay there reliving the Himcoming on loop and not do anything at all!!!!!!

Like he literally comes running you were doing something at work and that sound of the footsteps from the main door and you think it’s the manager and that same holding you away from behind that sound of his breathe that high like he did come running from really far kinda sound and the way in a rsuhhhhhhhhh he moves you towards him not gently definitely like he was in that beauuuuutiful rush and the chummi even in more rush like you don’t even get that second of a space to take a look at him but it was a he same black shirt again this time in the daylight……but the same him way of wearing it like you could feeeeeeeel over his face the daaaadi was back that same fuzzzzzy feeel over your face you sniffing him away as much as you could and like the second you open your eyes you are on your couch……

Him still there same shirt same rushed up vibe and he was humming something away looking you in the eye with that one amworkingmysexyymagiconyou and you know it kinda vibe of his expression…….as you try to feeeel and live his details he again comes suddenly close and the chummi again the waaaaaaay that moment moments beyond n after felt that real like you could feel smell taste him for real!!!!!!!!

It was that rushhhhh like you couldnfeeel in the way he was breathing and this one deep breathe of yours living him away that way and you wake up with some sound in the kitchen……

And you realise you were again on the couch f1 tv still playing his music still playing…..

It’s barely been 2-3 hours of sleep and this rush to feeeeel him more!!!!!!

It’s one of those feeeeeels charlie that connection even as you wake up and your mind wants to relive it again relive him all over again the same way and just be….

And amidst workout this one find another and that state of mind running high again on imagination and visuals!!!!!!

To this other thing to the list of the zillion wants to live him for real in your post workout moves to feeeel him for real as you do now in his absence…….

How you still donno but the waaaaaaaays it’s always this strong feeeeeeeeel of him over and around through most of your moves like you can that strongly feeeeeeeeel!!!!!!!

It’s almost this surreal trippy experience now everytime you are in that state…

This mind and you like reallyyyyyyyy neeeeed to stop playing some tracks on loop it’s this thing that it’s doing to your mind away and you just can’t stop!!!!!!!

Like it’s this evident what’s going on on the inside outside of you too like shows on your face!!!!!!!