Mornings!!!!

 Some sounds SOUNDS!!!!!!!!!!

This fractionth of a moemnt last night when you again fall asleep on the couch itself after a hectic day and that one feeeeeeeeeel of him sound of him to feeeeeeel away his lips over the ear as he just hums one line away from your most fav of his fink tracks come so far……and the waaaaaaay he says it in that deeep sleeepy sexy tone of his voice and that one rush of his moment and it shakes you up and you wake up turning to his side to hold him and you were almost on edge of falling off the couch…

The waaaaaaaays some moments in a way make you long for more that was one of those moments wanting to hold him chummi back him and close shut your eyes waiting for him to come again…but doesn’t!!!!!

This morning the waaaaaaaaay it felt that loooong of a wait for him to come and finally wake up kinda vibe!!!!

Absolute madness the way it just lingers in your mind why didn’t he come!!!!!

To this need to squeeze in a quick workout and find this one artist the way the sound gives you that vibe of losing yourself in him on drives like it was that perfect him drive music kinda vibe……

To the weight n strength training bit with badsha and this one song whilst you were doing lunges starts to play……that very second the sound of the guitar strings brings him along and that rushhhhhhhhhhhh sudden rushhhhhhh through you go back to the fone to see whose it was and it was from the recent one………but it’s this ebauuuuty of some sounds and words and all through the session keep it on loop singing away along cause that absolutely screaming out your state of mind this morning or most mornings when you wake up loookg for him!!

To this one moment post workout and again one of those him magics like you had to as the mom screaming at the girl and this one visual on the terrace with him evening when he comes over as he was hungry and there was nobody at his place and something bhupal made he wasn’t happy with…

So your mom and sister get these parathas done and you out with him finally when your sister comes along and your mom asks him how did he fall in love with you and as much as shocked you were he starts off by saying everybody goes pink over cheeks when working out she is used to go pink on her forehead and her hair in a ponytail swinging as she did weights in one corner used to make me watch her……that very moment to just live himmmmm sayuiiiing that away without stopping without realising it was your mom asking as mom leaves without a word you relived that feeeeeeeling of falling in love with him al over again……like you literally had to hold back all of you in that moment to not hug him away chummi his face away as your sister was still there……

Just bout after eating to dropping him to the lift was your moment witb him as you hold him and chummi him away and the waaaaaaaaaay he that adoooooooooorably chuckles away in between the chummi asking what happened what happened clause that rush you were in……

It’s the waaaaaaaaay he would talk bout things talk bout you things he loved in general people he loved in general and every single time it only used to make you love him all the more cause he would talk bout things with so much passion inetsity like every bit of him coming alive in the most beauuuuuuuutifully sexy of ways……and yours eyes trace away every detail of him like literally living and chumming away every detail of him from a distance in moments like those!!!!

It’s this rush this sudden rush you were pumped with today even throug the workout was the most intense one after a long time some things I swear!!!!!!

To understand to make sense of something’s just beyond logics!!!!!!

This rush this missing right now!!!!!!!!!!

Just reliving him from under the night sky with terrace light still there over the mat eyes looking away lips smiling away and just the way he talks bout the moemnt without pausing like he was actually reliving you from that moment from the gym in your presence like you literally a visual of him showing how he loved watching you in your orsence to somebody else……

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa him poooooora ka poiooooooora heart and everything!!!!!!!