The waaaays!!!!

 Even writing it now reliving him in those corners and to realise the wasaaaays that those places still make you feel after years now is amazing like something this beautifully surreal like you can’t really add some expression or term to the waaays it still make you feel when there every single time…

The florist place on your way there living him there on Valentine’s Day buying roses for you as he comes telling him you would’ve been happiest with Gulmohar too but him wanting you to live the v day as you wished for all that while before finding him…

Like you yourself didn’t remember telling him all this but like everytime you shared something for him there was him taking notes of it in his mind and remembering them all away…at different instances!!!!

U telling him how you’d always believed in the Shahrukh Yash Chopra kinda romance thanks to those movies and believing in v day and mush like that but couldn’t cause of your fear for men….

And now that you had him he wanted to do it all like you’d wished for that day on v day….from the roses to heart wale balooon to chocolates and more most into Ian toy lot more love!!!!!

In a way you’d experienced the first time with him that day to live yourself that way with him to live him that way for the first time…

Something’s you write and relive and this compete rush of goosebumps this very instance hiknwearing the same shirt you loved on him white n blue striped one to finally you wearing the same one away and actually showing him off that finally you had your most fav shirt of his…..and him being him was on phone from opera too cause it was his childhood friends call back in Hyderabad and him just smiiiiiiiiiling that smile away and just going yes no and that one stare as he watched you in his shirt some visuals this clear this THIS AVERY CLEAR as you write out now ayayaaaaaaaaaaa the mind where to where only it’s going right now!!!!!!