Tuesday 10 October 2023

Corners of him!!!!

 The very second you are there and the list of finks you start to play cause it’s these drives from back gym to dropping you home and wide roads back then with not this much traffic back then to living his words and details of him and the way this change in you your mom mentions today saying it’s like you suddenly transform the second everytime we are here…and apologises again saying she didn’t know back then!!

And just stops right there!!!!!

Something’s nai hit you differently every single time!!!!!

Like even at the temple you just stand there whilst she prays and does the Pooja still that lost in the streets around!!!!!

When the pantulu remembers you saying after these many years you don’t stay here at Habsiguda anymore and ayyyaaaaaaaa your heart then and there and finally tears our!!!!!

Ask sudhakar to be around your mom and head back to the car play his music again and just be….

Some names and woooooooooosh bolke to just realise pantulu saying after so many years and all these years there have too many changes but one thing that has remained constant this beauuuuutofully constant in you is Him…the only change prolly is you love him more today than you did back then…

Like with every passing day week month ri years it’s only grown with time…….

Those gallis charlie to the turn right at Nacharam where he drops you whilst kaya project was still playing and you ask him thoda aage drop kar thoda aage just so you could hear it more and he says thoda aur aage Gaya tho it will again be like you are my gf…

Nod away and ask him to leave there and the way even after dropping you he stays for a bit gets the car closer looks at the driver how the guy was and nods away and leaves those few seconds whilst driving ahead moving away from the auto ye way he looks you in the eye like you could feeeeel that vibe of that lil conversation reflecting in that stare of his before dropping you…

It’s like without words sometimes he would speak away a zillion things charlie like a zillion and more without really much of words in situations like these!!!!!!

Today being there seeing that corner of the wall reliving him there reliving that moment of him still that beauuuutifully clear!!!!!!

It’s like you have this beauuuutiful experience there see a place close your eyes for a bit with the sound of his music relive him there open your eyes and there he is there the memory from that exact time is exact visual of him right ther!!!!!!!!!!

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