This him today on your mind!!!!!!!!
Felt very different feeels very different!!!!!
It's like ekdum seeee that in awe of him!!!!!!
Uve always been a fan of him like not his work music and things but that just that Him evrything him like a fan of him in general!!!!!
Today thoooo it's a lil more than just that!!!!!!
That one place opera it was liberating to just feeel freéee with him it was a place you used to fly away from your other self to the self you truly were becoming.....touch after touch there was that beauty of him in his eyes in his touch his constant words with moments initially karely it's me after sometime he didn't have to it was that huge transformation from what you were to what you did become....where he would even joke bout the same in his chats from Bombay kaisi thii nai mile tabhi ab kaisi ho gayi!!!!! Mein bigaad Diya terku!!!!
He actually did!!!!!! In the most beautiful way possible!!!!!!
Close your eyes open them and thebway he would stare through the moemnts and that smile on him starting mein it didn't make sense the waaaaaaaay he would smile awaaaay post moments in between moemnts stop you and smile away that one electric smile of his had you all lost but you were just tooooo much of him to ask him in that moment why was he smiling the way he was cause it felt different that smile everyirme like from that initial confusion to a beautiful embarassment or shy thing itvwas when he would stop you suddenly live that feeel with you watching you from upclose and then that smile.....
Finally once on your way back from opera u ask him finally why does he smile that one smile in between moments just watching you ayaaaaaaaaaaa this one fell9wwwwwww heart and life of your life i say even relcijng it now these goosebumps!!!!!!
Karely i don't see that fear anymore it's like you long for my touch now you dotn fear it anymore I love seeing that for myself it's more for me than for you......
Chippppy you were missed and how in this very moment here!!!!!!!
If only you knew howleeeeeee!!!!!!
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