HIM!!!!!

 He was that biggest supporter in your life....

Those fights with your mom over late nites with him and the way he would still be there come down and tell you they will understand some day cause we know what we share for each other they woukdnt get it and they don't even have to....

Time give them time and someday it will all be good....

It's like suddenly his words and evrything wouldnfataaak se seem better seem perfect....

Him wanting you to make something of yourself today signing that paper that one feeeeel of him why isn't he with you when the time feeels this right with this version of you today Aaj bhi in that moment coming back home kitttu sound playing on loop and you just head out to the balcony with your drink n his music along....

It's on days like these you miss him the most you had nothing at all back then u were an absolute zero difficult times at home too and yet the happiest youbhave ever been in life.....that pretty much says it all!!!!!

Today that one misseeeeing living that moment of the sunroof cause all you could feeel live was those moments on his lap him holding you away on drives looking up at him at the trees passing by on the highway.....

Like that was your ultimate peace that one home like no other.....

Like today specs details evrything goes blur all that caught your attention was the sunroof above....

Sitting in the balcony reliving those very moemnts and that very second this whiff of air strong whiff of air over the nape of your neck that strong smell of his presence.....

U were definitely a lil tipsy but not too drunk that you take it to be just your mind cause you definitely felt his presence that close to you closest to you like that day with thebdistance too in the room you felt him the closest same vibe today in that very moment with that smell of his presence and that sudden feeeeeeeeel it filled you up goosebumps to that sudden flashbacks at opera like mind felt toooooo Many things all at once.....