Days like these!!!!

 Thatvone love of his to feed you!!!!!

Today was hectic like no other day with delivery timeline delayed courier staff on leave plus had to rush it all for the test drive planned for the evening and amidst all this a friend's friend comes over for bridal appointment and through that she keeps mentioning how it was a blue themed one for the reception and she mentions itvwas her fiance's favorite color and stuff.....in your mind blue birds sound of music certain things ring his name over n over again.....like these first things that strongly associated with him!!!!!

As she keeps talking bout it you get off with same excuse of urgent call and ask the manager to handle 5he details and will come back for the final design discussion!!!!

Head out be with his music for a bit once done with it late almost evening lunch time and you were writing some documents and your manager tries to feedbthe biryani in that moment both ears plugged in his mysicband the waaaay it's his hand that you see it's him that you see in 5hat moenntbfrom that night at his place....

Over his sisters bed and him sitting beside you feeds you the biryani loking for any chicken piece still left finds a tiniest one places it over the spoon adds rice and that one smileeeee on him finding that piece for you all in all another one of those most memorable most loved ironical time.....

Where one look at you and then lost again like he that bad wanted to be around you you wantung to just be with him that night like he could sense that in you just by the way he was loking at you being around you like trying to make it better in anyway he possibly could cause he did sense you just wanted to be close to him that night.....

Which he does mention on that first call post bup too I know you wanted to be withme that night and sorry couldn't cause of chachi.....

It was more bout he knew itvwas cause of your mother's constant rush he had to step back.....and he did!!!!!

There was that something thatvyou still exchanged with him in those moments as it still was just you n him his sister sleeping the way him even standing there at the entrance you felt him that strongly closest to you even with the distance or him sitting beside you over the bed there was no touch nothing but again felt him that strongly like you felt that from him with him like it was mutual and he was intentionally being there having felt that!!!!

It was different very very beautiful it's these things charlie had no logic no reasoning why what it was but just what you felt with him for him most importantly from him was beyond!!!!!!

Today in that moemnt ther was him from that moment and you skip the lunch and just head out to concu for a bit and just be and this sky full of his white birds in that very moment to that sound fo Coldplay song..,..it's that beauuutiful flow of some moemnts that you can't ignore can't take them to be random....

Almost magic like!!